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2012-01-28T07:56:00.000-08:00

First post in this 2012.
How are you guyssssssssss? ;D
I have a good vibe for this year.
Prior to this, today is the 6th day of Chinese New Year.
This year's CNY is quite fun for me. Had delicacies,fun and warmth. Personally, I think this year feels better than the previous year. Actually, CNY is best when we're still kids. It really feels awesome. When we're still kids, CNY is the favorite event of our life. Wearing new clothes, getting angpaos, delicious foods, gathering with families, fireworks. As we grow older, the ambience is really missing. How I wish to travel back to those moments. If time machine just exists..

So far, Today.. is the worst day in 2012. I had a tiff with my dad early in the morning. He has been so unreasonable and I really can't stand that. I really feel like asdfghjkl. Well, there is inadequate words to express the feelings. Mom was there and she teared, and I regretted. If just I didn't talked back at my dad, none of this will happened. I was to blame. But I really have to thank God for giving me such an awesome mother. She is really the best, she's always there for me. I am not a good person in expressing my feelings, I don't talk mushy things. But right here right now, with all my heart, I want to say, I love you mom. Thanks for everything.

2011-12-31T10:17:00.000-08:00

So today is the last day of 2011. Well, 2011 has been quite a year for me. Doesn't know how to describe but sure there are good and bad sides of it.
I don't really know what am I going to write, running out of words.
Haha!
So guys, I'll just be wishing all of you a Happy New Year and may 2012 be awesome for all of us. May 2012 filled with happiness and joy! \(´▽`)/
Last but not the least, thanks for everyone and everything that accompany me through 2011.
All the best for 2012! ;D

2011-12-28T06:24:00.000-08:00

Hey guys.It's been a long time since I last posted something here.Time flies and it's holiday now and it ROCKS but school is approaching soon and it really sucks.So I'm sitting now somewhere at Singapore, have been at here since 22nd of December.Had some fun, amazing delicacies and harvests.K guys, run out of words. Well, pictures will do the talking. Cheers ;D

2 idiots

Random Pictures at Vivo City during Christmas

Pictures on Buses and MRTs

Random Pictures at MSQ

Dinner at ThaiExpress with Feryanto, Nelly and Yenny

That's all guys! Too lazy to upload. Haha!

2011-11-03T05:56:00.000-07:00

I made a wrong move. I'm sure I did. Running into deep thoughts and thinking seriously. Does it even matter? I don't know but I guess the outcome will be like something I have predicted. So it's better to forget about it. Sometimes it's better to be ignorant. But seriously it hurts. I have been in a complex situation. Too much thoughts. Now there are inadequate words to explain my feelings. Totally messed up.
Something is wrong with my body now and it sucks. I feel so disgusted with myself. I just hope that it will get well soon. Please bless me.
All I hope is that things will just get better. Too tired to handle with so much.
All I need is time to adjust and prove.

These few days, I have been thinking of having a stead would be so sweet. But sadly, my situation is not supporting. I just need some more time. Please just wait for me. It will be worthy, really. I promise that you'll be the happiest girl.♥

2011-10-29T05:53:00.000-07:00

Have been feeling troubled lately. Mixed up feelings, shifting moods and random thoughts fill my days. Feeling so insecure, I feel like something is bound to happen. Something that will affect the surrounding with great changes. I don't know why but I've been feeling like this. Something which once means so much, feels so empty right now. I don't know what should I do, it just seems so meaningless.
All I need now is a new environment. I really hope that I'll be able to get out of here. Letting go of everything here and leave with a smile on my face. New environment, new life, new people, new things would really be so great. I am not sure if I'll regret on this but by this moment I am sure that I really want it. There's nothing much that are worth for me to stay except my dearest family and some people who really love, cherish and appreciate me.

2011-10-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

These few days, I've been racking my brain for what to post. I swear it's really so difficult to find a topic but something came into my mind yesterday. I'm going to blog about my friends. I'll be posting about my thoughts,feelings and things about them. In order to avoid conflicts, I'll be not using their name. I'll just use special codes. Let's see if you guys are able to guess who are them.

Firstly, let me start with AE, I knew AE since we were in primary grade but we are in close terms only starting from 7th year. Honestly, that time I don't like AE so much. AE was an unreasonable person and AE gives out a very arrogant aura. But as time goes by, I realized that AE is just another person who needs love,care and supports. AE is weak emotionally. AE is very polite and afraid to cause conflicts.
Next, it is BH. I knew this person since I'm in my early primary year. We were close friends that time. After I moved from there, we literally lost contact. We did meet up again when I'm in 7th year but we're almost like strangers. Fate really plays a big part , we met again in the upcoming years. Though now we are not as close as before, but still I'm happy that we are still able to be friends for such a long time.
EC, a nice person. Sweet and sexy describes EC best. Knows how to save and think. Being practical is EC's best characteristic. Though EC is fierce at times but EC is kind in heart.
FE, someone I started to know only at the time when I'm 7th grader. We started as gangs during that time but something happened and we fought. For almost 1 and a ½ year, I act like a stranger to FE. Things get to better only in the 9th year. We did some talks though still there's a bit feeling of dislike. As time goes by , we became closer and really CLOSE. In the 10th year, we became like doughsticks. We always stick to each other. Though we are in good terms but we quarrel frequently but still I really treat FE as a very important friend. I really hope that our friendship will last long.
FJ, a cute being, fragile in heart, all what FJ needs is love and care. FJ is still a child, whether physically or emotionally.
GH, someone who I get to be close recently. First impression: shy and quiet. After you know GH well, GH can be such a crazy person. GH totally turned into a different person. GH is a nice and kind person. I love talking to GH.
KA is a great friend of mine. We are in close terms starting 7th year. I still remembered during the 4th year, KA was the first or second person who talked to me. KA gave me an impression that is friendly. KA is a humorous and optimistic person. Though now we apart, but our heart still connects. I miss KA.
NA, a good friend, a devoted Christian. NA sets a good example to NA's surroundings. NA dislikes lies so much. I can see that NA always has been trying to be a good and useful person to society. I know NA is a person who is easily satisfied. NA's simplest wish is to have a home.
OL is a lucky person. Born in a harmonic family, having a smart brain and kind in heart. OL doesn't complain, OL is always satisfied with what OL have. OL is innocent and cute. Though at times, OL is very annoying and noisy but OL is really a good friend.
PK, a cute and funny person. Though different races but PK is the nicest person of PK's race. PK is the first of PK's race that I get so close with. PK knows how to amuse and annoys people.
QD, I started to be close with QD during 8th year. QD is a very kind and easy-going person. Biggest flaw of QD is too easy-going and it makes QD looks like a person without principles. QD is a nice person, always trying to help people around QD.
RE, a person you will fear when you don't know RE at first. Actually, RE is a kind and nice person. RE loves family and will always help friends in need.
TL, someone who I just get to know better recently. TL is really a nice person. TL is friendly, humorous and kind. TL is intelligent and excel well in studies. TL makes a good friend.
UB, someone who has many similarities with me. UB is petite; cute and pretty. UB gives out a feeling that make every man wants to protect. UB is 我的另外一半. UB shares a lot of same traits with me. It makes us look like siblings.
UC, someone who was in close terms with me during 8th year. Drifted apart for some quite moment and we get back close during 2011. UC is a lonesome person. All UC asks for is a true friend and a true love. UC is a serious person in studies. UC believes that TRUST is an important essence in life. I believe that UC makes a great friend and worthy for having a true friend.
VI, an awesome friend. VI is mature, VI knows how to think. VI is mysterious. VI has many thoughts but always remain silent. VI doesn't open up to everybody. VI always keeps things inside, this one point resembles me a lot. VI is someone that you'll never want to lose. It has been quite a time since I meet VI, I really miss VI. There was once a time during our 7th year, I didn't talk to VI for quite a time over a trivial matter but luckily we patch up. It'll be such a loss for me if I lose VI.
WK, quiet and shy when you know WK initially. You will see WK true self when you know WK better. WK is talkative and annoying but cute. WK is pretty,kind and well-mannered.
YB, a pessimistic person. YB always thinks to the negative inside. Deeply inside, all YB asks for is happiness. YB loves family,lovers and friends so much. YB always yearn for a true love and true friend. YB is mature. YB knows how to resolve a situation and YB always do the best to lift up people's mood.
YD, a person who is kind-hearted and innocent. YD rarely gets angry. YD loves friends , family and lovers so much. I still remember that YD told me that YD always has some weird encounters and I told YD to never be alone whenever YD goes. I pray and hope that YD will always be fine.
YF, a devoted Buddhist, a person with shocking family background but YF is a optimistic and cheerful person. YF can almost be classified into a hyper-active. YF never can stop being crazy. When YF is in mood, YF will act like a crazy person and jumps around but at the same YF can be such an emotional person.

This is some of my friends. I'm really sorry if I missed out some. Let's see whether you guys will be able to guess it.

2011-09-30T08:22:00.001-07:00

Human is social creature. That's a common knowledge. Every human has their own social circle be it wide or small. As for myself, I don't belong to those groups of people who have large social circle. Our very first social circle starts from our family ,they are the first group of people who we interacted with. Father and Mother, people who teach us the basics of living a life. Seriously, from the bottom of my heart, I love my family. Though there are at times when we have conflicts but still we stay as one and spread our warmth with each other. Father and Mother, I Love You. Aside from that, I still have a sister. She's my one and only sibling. It would be such a lie if I say I don't care for her. Though most of the times we always bicker but still our relationship are good. Next to family, I guess it's love. Living in this world for 16 years, I haven't date even once. It's either one-sided love that can't be fulfilled or it would be a mutual love but it doesn't bear fruit. Well, I think it's better to find a true love and date seriously for a long period of time rather than dating for a short period with no strong love basis. I believe that somewhere in the corner of this world, there lies my future wife who I'll love her whole-heartedly. Friends, I don't have many friends, mostly are just acquaintances. My definition of friendship is different from what other normal person would be. I have great deep meaning for my so-called friendship. Though it could be 1 out of a million but I still believe that there is the existence of true friend. A true friend to me is someone who will always be there for you, never feel ashamed of what you are, willing to sacrifice for you, share everything to you; most importantly trust,cherish and appreciate you. Honestly, I don't think I have found one. I,myself, am also not up to being a true friend, there are still some criteria that I lack for being a true friend. For all these while, I have been trying and I will always try to be true and useful to others.

2011-09-29T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hey fellas , I guess I'll be back blogging more often now because I planned to hone my English , so I'll be starting to use proper and correct English from now on .
So what to blog ? That's really a hard question to answer . I really have no idea what to blog exactly now . I just know that I must start practicing my English and now I will be trying to blog in essay form to improve my writing skills .
So why don't we start with an introduction of myself since I never introduced myself formally .

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First of all , my name is Justin Tan . You , who are reading this blog , may call me Justin. I was born on 25 February 1995 in Singapore . So I guess you guys should be able to count out my age which is 16 . I am currently living in an island named Batam which is located at Indonesia , Southeast Asia . I am having my studies in a national-plus school named Sekolah Mondial in which I am identified as a student of SMA2 majoring in IPS . As for my appearance , I guess I'm classified into the normal-looked guy . Standing at 174cm which I personally think is short and weighing at 65kg . I am fair-skinned and flowing the blood of Chinese . I was born in a family consisting four people including myself . A father , a mother , me and a sister made up my family .

I am a sentimental person . Something called 'emotion' always revolve around my life . I am a person who appreciates and respects relationships , frienship and kinship. I believe that we as people can't survived without the existence of friends. I don't believe in forever because I believe that everything will come to an end. Nothing is definite , nothing is absolute . I can't deny that I am pessimistic person. In fact , I am very pessimist . I'll always think to the bad sides instead of the good sides. Maybe, I am afraid of disappointment so I rarely put too much expectations on something. I admit that I am not perfect. I make mistakes too but recently I have been pondering over and over a lot things. I can find myself being more mature. I love to indulge into deep thoughts . I think a lot for all the philosophies of life and lots more .

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I guess this is all that I can describe about myself. I have run out of ideas , I don't know what should I write anymore . I hope people out there who is reading my blog will feel comfortable reading it and understand. I'll be back soon for more posts . Stay tune guys !

2011-08-09T11:32:00.000-07:00

i am collapsing anytime .
yes i've been strong , and i think i should be able to be even stronger .
but the fact is i'm a bit tired .
tired of everything .
life's been a torture .
nothing goes right , too much ordeals to be handled .
i'm just a human not a robot .
i also feel exhausted .
sometimes i feel myself so pathetic .
life is like making fun of me thoroughly .
i never can enjoy my life .
one problem starts before another ends .
too much for me , i'm 16th and i've almost experienced all the heart-wrenching things that could actually happened .
sometimes i think it would be better for me to just disappear from this world for goods .
i have tried to be optimist , but still nothing goes right and this just make me feel that there's no hope at all .
i am really mentally depressed .

2011-08-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

hey fellows ;D
i am back after such hiatus .
have been tweeting all this while instead of blogging since it's easier and more convenient .
well time pasts and for sure a lot of things happened .

to be honest , things have not been going well .
lots of things actually happen .
is somehow quite tired of this life .
was unable to do well in studies , conflicts with friends , financially strapped , lost my way and hope to my career dream and lots more .

i am sitting in the second year of SMA now , major in IPS .
feels a bit disappointed and sad since my main purpose is to get in IPA but was unable to do it .
since i was unable to get in IPA then gotta say bye bye to my engineering , have been thinking of alternatives and i guess i could only choose banking or finance ?
ya that's it , you reap what you sow .
somehow regretted for not being serious enough in studies during my first year :(
enough said , what's done can't be undone .
got no other choice so i should get down and be realistic about it , do well in my IPS course , who knows i'll find a new dream through this .
haha .
i hope i'll be able to get out of here soon , probably will leave in another few months time and actually that'll be really so awesome .
ya i must do better .

got some conflict with a close friend of mine recently , honestly i don't what really cause this conflict , it just happened so suddenly .
we have not been talking till now .
how did it happened ? i don't know
why ? i also don't know
i don't think i have done anything wrong ,everything was going like usual that day , you just don't talk to me out of sudden and like put all blame on me .
like seriously i feel so indignant and innocent , just what i have did ?
but i didn't give up on this , i actually asked you twice about what really happened but you just ignored me , so i was like okay forget about it then and so cold war just happen .
i really don't know what should i do , so i just stay still and do nothing about it because i know that whatever i do , i am still wrong in your opinion .
i have done my best and the rest is uptoyou .
but please don't ever like put the blame on me , don't twist the fact , don't say until like i'm the one who ended this .
this is all i gotta say .
I STILL TREAT YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND and it never changed about how i feel to you ; you should actually know this because i have told you before in our sg trip
but what about you ? i don't understand .
i trust what you said to me but i found out that you are not telling the truth sometimes maybe because you don't trust me ; this is your right , i have nothing to talk about .
and you don't hold on your promise , you promised me if you feel unhappy towards me , u will tell me and we'll sort it out but you never did it .
so i began to not hope and expect too much because that too much also hurts too much .
i really hope someday you will read and realize these best friend . :)
if i have done something wrong to you which i don't even realize , i apologize for it genuinely .
after this happening , i have realized there are many more awesome people around me , I want to thank all of you for all these time , you guys should know who you are ;D

financially , i really feel so broke , i worked during the vacation and earn some money but it just like disappear and don't know die where ah , lol .
i must really save now , money is really hard to find .

life is surely tough but i must be tougher .
i have been strong for so long , this is not going to defeat me .
the more setbacks happen to me , the stronger i will get .
i will strive hard , work hard and someday i'll be having a great life .

there are really much more things i would like to blog , but these can't be expressed by words .
so gotta go , have a great day peeps ;D

P.S. I don't talk crap , i meant what i say so don't take my words as bullshits , it is all so true .

2011-04-01T16:45:00.000-07:00

goodbye March and welcome April ! :D
March hadn't been a good month , too many unpleasant things happened .
and i got a feeling that April is gotta be lovely ! <3

#aprilwish wallet won't be so hungry $$ *desperatelyaskingforit*
#aprilwish do better in studies *mustgetinIPA*
#aprilwish better r/s with friends
#aprilwish study tour will be a lot of fun !

things will get better , be optimist .

2011-03-11T02:08:00.000-08:00

sad very sad now , depressed .
seriously today is just not my day , be it at school be it at home , useless disregarded and everything all bad towards me .
i'm a human not a robot .
no one cares no one knows .
pathetic me all by alone.
FML !!!!!!!!!

no one ever know what do i really think or felt .
when i do the right things , no one remembers but once i did something wrong the whole world is reprimanding me .
everybody is only thinking of how they felt how they think .
and so it'll always be me the one to be hated to be scolded .
if this continued idk how long can i stay .
i'm really tired .
i'm not happy at all .

it's been a long time since i last talk out all what i felt , i've been bottling it up and it feels better after i let all this out . :')

2011-03-04T04:16:00.000-08:00

it's March guys .
have been busy recently over horror booth .
and the results were quite great .
but idk if i had great impacts to the visitor ornot .

#marchwish more cash
#marchwish happy life
#marchwish fieldtrip can go
#marchwish better r/s w/ friends
#marchwish better in studies

be good to us March ! :D

2011-02-25T19:38:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to Me ,
Happy Birthday to Me ,
Happy Birthday , Happy Birthday .
Happy Birthday to Justin .

Happy Birthday to Myself .

yes , i've grown older again .
16 y.o currently .
birthday wishes are secrets . *itwonthappenifitissaidout*
expectations to myself :
-be mature enough
-be obedient
-curb this foul temper
-stay optimistic
-takes studies seriously

once more , Happy Birthday to Me! :D

2011-02-08T06:54:00.000-08:00

today is totally fun . <3
waited hermanto at home for like 30mins .
then together we walked to yenny's house .
reached there and pris was there already , played uno & blackjack .
and had video-taking , damn hilarious .
at around another hour , nely & ciendra reached yenny's house .c
continued blackjack-ing .
hermanto loses again and he swept the mess that we made and we video-d it , it was super funny . lol .
we head off to go to seoul garden afterwards , so happy , have been planning to go but never succeed.
maybe it's predestined for us not to have a feast bcos when we went there it's closed , oh holy shit , what is this meant to be ? -_-
so decided to head to NH instead .
accompanied cien & agus to eat then they went to 29 for billiards .
and i w/ yenny , nely & pris went to sport stations to look for something.
lunch-ed at pizza hut w/ 3 others , had great meal & great talks . :D
after that , yenny needs to get home , so i & pris followed her .
on the journey , we decided to go to my new house to see2 .
went there and the door is locked , the workers had gone home , so we can only look from outside and we strolled around the complex and camwhored .
haha .
then yenny wants to go to villa kotamas for sight-seeing so we went there .
we strolled the whole complex , the house was awesome & huge .
and we had some photoshoots , but darn yenny's camera lowbatt so took only some picture .
had super great time strolling there .
after that head back to yenny's home .
and we talked we played .
homed around 9++ .

tomorrow school reopens liao .
go or not go ?
so vexed !
hm .

2011-02-02T08:41:00.000-08:00

3 ..
2 ..
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Happy Chinese Year ! $ˇ▼ˇ)/
may this year be a blessing to everyone .
may wealth , health , prosperity , longevity , happiness follow us in this entire year .
:D

as for myself , i hope that angpao many² \(‾▿‾$┌( _o_ )┐ (/‾▿‾)/ , get in to my desired polytechnics by this year and stay happy .
as for my parents & sis , i hope that they stay healthy & happy , money many² , career/studies in the top shape .
as for my relatives , hope that they stay happy & healthy .
as for my friends , i hope that they enjoy their life and hope that our relationship gets stronger and stay happy .
as for everyone living in this universe , may we have the best .
and lastly , hope everybody HUATTTTTTTT ah . \(⌒˛⌒)/

2011-01-21T06:49:00.000-08:00

hello peeps .
i'm back . (:
been on hiatus for almost a month .

many things happened for this while .
school starts on Jan.6 but i attend it on Jan 10 .
recently we got a project , office management subject where we will present the safety measures in school environment .
we as a class will present it .
it's nice .
the period when we're shooting the scenes was literally FUN !
had a lot amazing time and great laughters .
if there'll be more projects like this , it'll be awesome .

regarding friends , everything is going smoothly , have patched up with a friend and learn more about human's nature .
learn to know who is good and who is bad .
learn to know who's friend and who's not , well my definition of friend is deep .

regarding life , things don't seem to change .
it's still rotating in the original position .
but who knows , maybe things will get better soon .
i just hope 2011 will be really better than before .

regarding myself .
so far i've been sticking on my resolutions , haven't really violated it .
i just hope that i can really turn into a different person .

CNY is approaching , roughly another 2 weeks .
this year seems a bit different .
looks like more effort is inserted .
there are lanterns hanged around the nagoya district which make the cny's ambience stronger .
even our school is hanging lanterns made by student in the school .
hope that this year's cny will be a lot of fun .
and angbaos will be manymanymany . lol :))

2010-12-26T01:13:00.000-08:00

was back from sg yesterday .
ppl xmas go sg , me xmas go back batam .
so pathetic , lol .
actually planned to stay longer de but due to some reasons so must go back .
sigh , feels so remorseful with 7 others , didn't make it to go out with them .
feeling so guilty and sorry ah .
they must be so angry with me .
and i believe that they won't want to hear my explanation so what i need to do is just to prepare my mental and get ready to be ignored .
haih .
but what's done can't be undone , so just accept the facts .
regrets always come too late .
and also didn't make it to go out with yen² and fery .
so sad loh .
also didn't make it to meet lina & christie .
all planned didn't happened .
sighsighsigh .
but still i enjoyed my trip .
had a great harvest .
haha .
bought 6clothes , a pants , a slippers , a bag , boxer and briefs .
and spent roughly almost $500 loh .
and bought some goodies home .
lol .

school is reopening soon .
thoughts of school makes me so sian ah .
i really wanna move out of here , the faster the better .
hope i'll be able to move out soon .
*Godblesses*

2011 is coming , just feels so excited with 2011 .
got some sort of feeling that 2011 will be a good year for me .
many good things will happened and many joyous events will appear .
hope it's true .

2010-12-20T02:08:00.001-08:00

hello guys .
i'm in sg right now .
haha .
yea , been here from 18dec .

18.12.2010
reached sg at around 1 to 2 .
went to AMK hub with niz & xs .
bought a new school bag for $52.90 , it looked great to me . (:
then pei niz find shoes , so tired like seriously .
spent almost 2hrs to find her shoes . -_-
rushed back home at 5++ .
then take a bath and prepare myself .
headed to RELC International Hotel , had a wedding banquet at Tangs Court Cantonese Restaurant .
1st aunt's son marry .
the food was quite great .
well the marriage video was greatly edited .

19.12.10
mom with sis and aunts and cousins went to clothes-searching .
then me with niz & grace jie went to vivo to walk .
but end up bought nthg .
haha .
at around 3++ mom and aunts rushed back to batam to attend another wedding party .
so me with sis and cousins went out .
firstly we went to tiong bahru , went to citigems to buy something for mom , and i also bought smthng for jacq at citigems for her belated bday present .
haha .
then headed to ajisen ramen , had dinner , it was great .
shortly after the meal , we mrt-ed to boonlay.
went to jurong point , bought 2tshirts and a pants .
then shop around .
mrt-ed to bugis afterwards , headed to bugis street .
shop-all-you-can .
i bought 3 t-shirts and a long sleeves .
hahha .
then sis them also bought lots of things
went to orchard aftermath , and it was already 11++ .
was like super tired .
after orchard mrt-ed to tiong bahru .
then waited taxi for a long time and finally got home at 12++ .
then stay up until 4something , then go sleep .

20.12.2010
woke up at 9++ , and waited for those pigs to wake up.
and like finally we went out at 11++.
mrt-ed to dhoby ghaut and went to plaza singapura .
had lunch first then shop around .
bought a slipper , a boxer and 4 boxer brief .
and then head home at around 3++ .
and online till now ah .

hmm .
seems like i've bought all of my stuffs .
there was nthg left again , and my money also almost dry liao .
hahah .
so i'm thinking to get back batam earlier , well since mama also call me to go home faster .
so later then kanzheban lah.

well guys , gtg .
going to hv dinner .
bye .

2010-12-14T08:03:00.000-08:00

\(ˇ▼ˇ)/
today received a good news .
i topped the class . ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ
feels so great after knowing this .
though i know that my average won't be as high as before .
but still just feel happy .

here's the list of the ranks in XA :
1.Justin
2.Vivi
3.Nely
4.Agus
5.Stevani
6.Rina
7.Dabok
8.Ricat
9.Joe
10.Yenny
11.Sonia
12.Eka
13.Ciendra
14.Christina
15.Andrian

4days left to my sg trip .
feels so excited .
hope that this trip will be fun & fruitful .
and hope this trip will be smooth-sailing .

my wish right now is to hope that all problems will be fixed asaply .

2010-12-10T04:38:00.000-08:00

exam is over . $ˇ▼ˇ)/
some scores are out , few are satisfying , few are not .
english : 95/100 ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ
mandarin : 100 \(‾▿‾$┌( _o_ )┐ (/‾▿‾)/
bahasa : 81
fisika : 68 ( highest in grade X ah ) so cham x_x
kimia : 62
pkn : 70
ekonomi : 84,75

my scores in subjects of science like seriously wtf . -_-
i'm planning to take major in science in sma2 , but with score like this -_-
seriously , must study harder , no more lazing around .

went to pengte after exam today .
yummy :9
head to MM afterwards .
watched Rapunzel 3D .
the 3D effects was so little like seriously , no much diff .
and watch 3D movies just make my head goes dancing , having headache like seriously .
homed after the movie .

going to plan my holiday's activities .
it's gonna be fabulous . (y)

sometimes .. it's better to know nothing .

2010-12-06T06:04:00.001-08:00

life has been tough for me .
a year to a year , it got worsen .
idk what should i really do .
another problem arises when a problem hasn't been solved .
they said karma does exist , but i don't see it .
bad people lifes are getting better while the goods one suffer .
is that karma ? i don't get it .
now , i'm facing another problem , yes a big one .
i know that i must be glad , bcos my life is better than some others .
people always say that we shouldn't compare with the upper ones , we should compare with the one lower than us .
but if we want to get improve , should't we compare with the upper one instead of the lower one ?
that's another question .
life is unpredictable , things can happened just in a second .
no one knows what will happened tomorrow , so what we can only do is to pray to god , and ask for courage , power & wisdom to overcome problems instead of asking for a good & smooth life .
believe me guys , every life has its obstacle , no life is sail-smooth .
everyone has its problem , remember one rule --» don't ever judge a book by its cover .
when u see someone is so happy , look like so carefree , do you really think they're enjoying their life ? if you do , that's a big mistake .
you'll never know what really happened in their life .
and always remember C H E R I S H .
bear in mind that regrets always come too late , so do cherish someone/something when they're still here .

as i posted above , sometimes it's better to know nothing .
now i knew too many things , and i should blame myself for being so curious for everything .
if now i can have a wish , i really hope that i can have a time-machine .
i want to get back to the past where i don't need to care for so many things , where life has been carefree , where children are still innocent .
in where , there's no black & white but only colorful .
in where , there's only good person in this world .
in where , money isn't everything .
in where , family is the best ones .
in where , a candy / an ice-cream can makes us happy for the whole day .
i really wish to go back to the past .

2010-12-03T03:38:00.000-08:00

teehee .
hello bloggers . (:
have been having exam since last wednesday .

first day of exam - 01.12.10
bahasa : ok , it's easy but the questions are long like hell -_-
english : piece of cake *yummy* haha =))
off.management : okay , able to handle it .

second day of exam - 02.12.10
math : holyshit! the questions were damn godly , 90minutes is not even enough. for sure , my maths screwed up -_-
mtk : not as hard as maths , in fact it was pretty easy .

third day of exam - 03.12.10
fisika : speechless , it's all the teacher's fault , he can't teach well-_-
physics : pretty easy , done it with a grin .
pkn : never studied this subject during class time , so just do it by logically and from the help of dabok *thanksdabok* :D

homed after the exam .
niz came to home and treated us to peng he .
yummy :9
was super full .
then slacked whole day at home , joke with stupid ktc . =))
chris came to visit home but i told her i'm not at home .
haha . :D
well , bcos home is very messy & lots of ppls .

tomorrow aunt's coming from singapore .ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ
will be having many snacks & chocolates .
haha .

well , hope that my exam result will be fabulous .
and may this holiday be fun . \(´▽`)/

2010-11-11T05:04:00.000-08:00

Wang Lee Hom-The Things You Don't Know

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will remain there?

Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

How many times does a butterfly blink
Before it learns to fly?
The sky is sprinkled over with countless stars
But how many will there remain?
Even as I fly, you fall
So close I can hear you breathe
So sorry I didn't keep hold of you

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I couldn't ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
So many are the things you never knew

Even as I fly, you fall

You don't know why I had to leave you
How I could ignore you every cry
All the while the downpour of your tears shattering the ground
So clearly pierced my heart
You don't know why I had to keep away
Circling in the sky above, just out of sight
Too many are the things you never knew

2010-11-06T07:57:00.000-07:00

these 2 days have been great .
fery and yen² are back and we had great outings .
(:

05.11.10

NH-ed at 7pm with chris , hermanto , nely & yenny .
stayed in the car waiting for yen & fer to come .
as we're hungry so we went to Gadeno to dine .
after a while , yen² & fery came .
karaoke-d after eating .
went to Nav , camwhored more than singing. XD
first time tried k there , the place was ok but happup is still better .
after k-ed , walked around NH .
then decide to go to obonk .
ate again there .
the food is awesome , the price is also affordable .
was super full . :9
then homed around 11pm++ .
this was such a great day .

06.11.10

went to school for cca .
today gonna take score .
yen² & fery were already at school .
after the cca , i straightly went home .
didn't join them to go out .
at around 2.30 , chris came to fetch me and we went to kepri mall , after that went to pris's house .
had an 1h++ activity .
after the activity , pris went to korea tuition with jacq & nely .
then we went to kepri mall again to buy gift for pris .
bought a bookrack for her .
yea , today her house held an housewarming party .
had super great time .
after eating session , went to stroll around sukajadi , it was super fun . \(ˇ▼ˇ)/
then at around 8pm++ went home .
today is another great day .
if everyday is like this , that'll be way too awesome .
haha .

can i die or should i say should i die ? i think yes , bcos my presence makes no difference .

2010-10-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

time flies , it's already the last day of october .
this month is neither good nor bad , no specific bad things happened but no good thinggs happened too .
but for the least , i did enjoy few days in this month .
and today is one of the good days in this October .
went to Harmoni Hotel to swim , had a short but enjoying time there though i didn't get the chance to do some workkouts .
went to Mcd's after swimming session , had a satisfying meal .
if everyday would be like this morning , that'll be way too great. (y)

i shall hv advanced wish for #Novemberwish , please rain tomorrow.
bcos we'll hv flag ceremony . -_-
hope this wish will come true .

2010-10-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

had a very great time today , song² kao joo koon .
chris came to pick me up to school at 11.15 , had a funny journey, we're like 2 stupid idiots .
haha .
arrived school, meet up with jambu then i go get sis and mine result slips , luckily the teachers are kind enough to let me get the result slips without my parents .
set off to jambu's house afterwards , can guan his house , haha .
then went to permata regency, can guan house again .
back to mondial aftermath to fetch pris .
after met up with pris , we went to happypuppy .
sang for an hour .
then go to ananda to fetch stev , there was traffic jam and it held up a lot of time.
stomachs are grumbling so we head to bcs and lunched at breeks .
bahamas breeze was great . :9
was like full ttm .
went to gramedia aftermaths .
saw phin and go say hello .
pris bought some comics .
decided to go to kepri mall , visited there and just stroll around , it is still quite empty , the shops are not fully occupied but the place is pretty big .
had a short time there and felt bored so went to pris house .
can guan-ed her house then head to chris's house .
she just went back to change her cloths . -_-
then we head to jambu's house to drop him off , then to stev's house then to mine .
and i'm back in a piece , haha .
should thanked chris for being today's driver .
haha .
today was a great day .
will be anticipating for more .
okay , gtg guys .
i'm feeling a bit unwell .

have a great sleep . (:

2010-10-09T05:54:00.000-07:00

NH-ed at 12++.
met up with friends , gift-searching for 2 birthday girls .
after that , went to Pizza Hut , as usual i'm very busyyyy .
then eat² , was full ttm . :9
happypuppy-ing afterwards , been a long time since i visited happup .
had a blast , song² kao joo koon . :D
suffered voice lost for 30minutes , make me can't sing , can't talk .
luckily , my voice comes back asap .
thanks GOD .(:
had 2hours k-session .
was super fun & happy .
homed after happup .

thanks Desy & Sonia for today's treat .
and hope you guys like the gifts from me&co.
(:
well , once again wishes you guys a Happy Birthday and atb .

okay , i gtg .
goin for dinner .
dear crustaceans , i'm cominggg . :9

2010-10-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

happy birthday to Desy
!
wyatb , may u always be in the best health & happy always. (:
had water-splashing as usual but i didn't get to splash desy.
saw her quite wet already and took pity on her .
haha .

school's been fine , no bad things happened & and laughters fill the class everyday.:D
but something unhappy happened today .
all thanks to that SUGENG .
fucking stupid and idiot teacher .
our test papers are distributed and the score is -_- .
when we're having the test , we asked him some questions and he answered us .
he told us that is correct .
but he checked it wrong .
so it's obviously that he does it on purpose .
he want to harm us .
he told us the wrong way.
that kind of person is really retarded , darn psycho . _|_
and that thing ruined my mood .
he doesn't really know how to teach , he always get wrong .
enough of it , really hate him to the core .

this post is specially featured for you SUGENG .
it's your honor to be featured on my blog .
dumbass .

2010-10-01T07:33:00.000-07:00

time flies .
it's october now .
september had not been a good month .
hope october will be better .

now time for #octwish . :D

#octwish crime rate downdowndown
#octwish life's better
#octwish family stay healthy
#octwish scores improve
#octwish had carefree days

please grant my wish .
hope everything will be well .

2010-09-27T08:43:00.000-07:00

TRUE STORY BELOW :

True Story !!! Yu Yuan Gadis Kecil Berhati Malaikat. yang berjuang hidup dari Leukimia Ganas, setelah merasa tidak dapat disembuhkan lagi, ia rela melepaskan segala-galanya dan menyumbangkan untuk anak-anak lain yang masih punya harapan. Sungguh .. tak abis kata2 untuk Yu Yuan. Terima kasih telah memberikan contoh mulia kepada kami…

Kisah tentang seorang gadis kecil yang cantik yang memiliki sepasang bola mata yang indah dan hati yang lugu polos. Dia adalah seorang yatim piatu dan hanya sempat hidup di dunia ini selama delapan tahun. Satu kalimat terakhir yang ia tinggalkan di batu nisannya adalah saya pernah datang dan saya sangat penurut. Anak ini rela melepasakan pengobatan, padahal sebelumnya dia telah memiliki dana pengobatan sebanyak 540.000 dolar yang didapat dari perkumpulan orang Chinese seluruh dunia. Dan membagi dana tersebut menjadi tujuh bagian, yang dibagikan kepada tujuh anak kecil yang juga sedang berjuang menghadapi kematian. Dan dia rela melepaskan pengobatannya.

Begitu lahir dia sudah tidak mengetahui siapa orang tua kandungnya. Dia hanya memiliki seorang papa yang mengadopsinya. Papanya berumur 30 tahun yang bertempat tinggal di provinsi She Cuan kecamatan Suang Liu, kota Sang Xin Zhen Yun Ya Chun Er Cu. Karena miskin, maka selama ini ia tidak menemukan pasangan hidupnya. Kalau masih harus mengadopsi anak kecil ini, mungkin tidak ada lagi orang yang mau dilamar olehnya. Pada tanggal 30 November 1996, tgl 20 bln 10 imlek, adalah saat dimana papanya menemukan anak kecil tersebut diatas hamparan rumput, disanalah papanya menemukan seorang bayi kecil yang sedang kedinginan. Pada saat menemukan anak ini, di dadanya terdapat selembar kartu kecil tertulis, 20 November jam 12.

Melihat anak kecil ini menangis dengan suara tangisannya sudah mulai melemah. Papanya berpikir kalau tidak ada orang yang memperhatikannya, maka kapan saja bayi ini bisa meninggal. Dengan berat hati papanya memeluk bayi tersebut, dengan menghela nafas dan berkata, “saya makan apa, maka kamu juga ikut apa yang saya makan”. Kemudian papanya memberikan dia nama Yu Yan.

Ini adalah kisah seorang pemuda yang belum menikah yang membesarkan seorang anak, tidak ada Asi dan juga tidak mampu membeli susu bubuk, hanya mampu memberi makan bayi tersebut dengan air tajin (air beras). Maka dari kecil anak ini tumbuh menjadi lemah dan sakit-sakitan. Tetapi anak ini sangat penurut dan sangat patuh. Musim silih berganti, Yu Yuan pun tumbuh dan bertambah besar serta memiliki kepintaran yang luar biasa. Para tetangga sering memuji Yu Yuan sangat pintar, walaupun dari kecil sering sakit-sakitan dan mereka sangat menyukai Yu Yuan. Ditengah ketakutan dan kecemasan papanya, Yu Yuan pelan-pelan tumbuh dewasa.

Yu Yuan yang hidup dalam kesusahan memang luar biasa, mulai dari umur lima tahun, dia sudah membantu papa mengerjakan pekerjaan rumah. Mencuci baju, memasak nasi dan memotong rumput. Setiap hal dia kerjakan dengan baik. Dia sadar dia berbeda dengan anak-anak lain. Anak-anak lain memiliki sepasang orang tua, sedangkan dia hanya memiliki seorang papa. Keluarga ini hanya mengandalkan dia dan papa yang saling menopang. Dia harus menjadi seorang anak yang penurut dan tidak boleh membuat papa menjadi sedih dan marah.

Pada saat dia masuk sekolah dasar, dia sendiri sudah sangat mengerti, harus giat belajar dan menjadi juara di sekolah. Inilah yang bisa membuat papanya yang tidak berpendidikan menjadi bangga di desanya. Dia tidak pernah mengecewakan papanya, dia pun bernyanyi untuk papanya. Setiap hal yang lucu yang terjadi di
sekolahnya di ceritakan kepada papanya. Kadang-kadang dia bisa nakal dengan mengeluarkan soal-soal yang susah untuk menguji papanya.

Setiap kali melihat senyuman papanya, dia merasa puas dan bahagia. Walaupun tidak seperti anak-anak lain yang memiliki mama, tetapi bisa hidup bahagia dengan papa, ia sudah sangat berbahagia. Mulai dari bulan Mei 2005 Yu Yuan mulai mengalami mimisan. Pada suatu pagi saat Yu Yuan sedang mencuci muka, ia menyadari bahwa air cuci mukanya sudah penuh dengan darah yang ternyata berasal dari hidungnya. Dengan berbagai cara tidak bisa menghentikan pendarahan tersebut. Sehingga papanya membawa Yu Yuan ke puskesmas desa untuk disuntik. Tetapi sayangnya dari bekas suntikan itu juga mengerluarkan darah dan tidak mau berhenti. Dipahanya mulai bermunculan bintik-bintik merah. Dokter tersebut menyarankan papanya untuk membawa Yu Yuan ke rumah sakit untuk diperiksa. Begitu tiba di rumah sakit, Yu Yuan tidak mendapatkan nomor karena antrian sudah panjang. Yu Yuan hanya bisa duduk sendiri dikursi yang panjang untuk menutupi hidungnya. Darah yang keluar dari hidungnya bagaikan air yang terus mengalir dan memerahi lantai. Karena papanya merasa tidak enak kemudian mengambil sebuah baskom kecil untuk menampung darah yang keluar dari hidung Yu Yuan. Tidak sampai sepuluh menit, baskom yang kecil tersebut sudah penuh berisi darah yang keluar dari hidung Yu Yuan.

Dokter yang melihat keadaaan ini cepat-cepat membawa Yu Yuan untuk diperiksa. Setelah diperiksa, dokter menyatakan bahwa Yu Yuan terkena Leukimia ganas. Pengobatan penyakit tersebut sangat mahal yang memerlukan biaya sebesar 300.000 $. Papanya mulai cemas melihat anaknya yang terbaring lemah di ranjang. Papanya hanya memiliki satu niat yaitu menyelamatkan anaknya. Dengan berbagai cara meminjam uang kesanak saudara dan teman dan ternyata, uang yang terkumpul sangatlah sedikit.
Papanya akhirnya mengambil keputusan untuk menjual rumahnya yang merupakan harta satu satunya. Tapi karena rumahnya terlalu kumuh, dalam waktu yang singkat tidak bisa menemukan seorang pembeli.

Melihat mata papanya yang sedih dan pipi yang kian hari kian kurus. Dalam hati Yu Yuan merasa sedih. Pada suatu hari Yu Yuan menarik tangan papanya, air mata pun mengalir dikala kata-kata belum sempat terlontar. “Papa saya ingin mati”.
Papanya dengan pandangan yang kaget melihat Yu Yuan, “Kamu baru berumur 8 tahun kenapa mau mati”. “Saya adalah anak yang dipungut, semua orang berkata nyawa saya tak berharga, tidaklah cocok dengan penyakit ini, biarlah saya keluar dari rumah sakit ini.”

Pada tanggal 18 juni, Yu Yuan mewakili papanya yang tidak mengenal huruf, menandatangani surat keterangan pelepasan perawatan. Anak yang berumur delapan tahun itu pun mengatur segala sesuatu yang berhubungan dengan pemakamannya
sendiri. Hari itu juga setelah pulang kerumah, Yu Yuan yang sejak kecil tidak pernah memiliki permintaan, hari itu meminta dua permohonan kepada papanya. Dia ingin memakai baju baru dan berfoto. Yu Yuan berkata kepada papanya: “Setelah saya tidak ada, kalau papa merindukan saya lihatlah melihat foto ini”. Hari kedua, papanya menyuruh bibi menemani Yu Yuan pergi ke kota dan membeli baju baru. Yu Yuan sendirilah yang memilih baju yang dibelinya. Bibinya memilihkan satu rok yang berwarna putih dengan corak bintik-bintik merah. Begitu mencoba dan tidak rela
melepaskannya. Kemudian mereka bertiga tiba di sebuah studio foto. Yu Yuan kemudia memakai baju barunya dengan pose secantik mungkin berjuang untuk tersenyum. Bagaimanapun ia berusaha tersenyum, pada akhirnya juga tidak bisa
menahan air matanya yang mengalir keluar. Kalau bukan karena seorang wartawan Chuan Yuan yang bekerja di surat kabar Cheng Du Wan Bao, Yu Yuan akan seperti selembar daun yang lepas dari pohon dan hilang ditiup angin.

Setelah mengetahui keadaan Yu Yuan dari rumah sakit, Chuan Yuan kemudian menuliskan sebuah laporan, menceritakan kisah Yu Yuan secara detail. Cerita tentang anak yg berumur 8 tahun mengatur pemakamakannya sendiri dan akhirnya menyebar keseluruh kota Rong Cheng. Banyak orang-orang yang tergugah oleh seorang anak kecil yang sakit ini, dari ibu kota sampai satu
Negara bahkan sampai keseluruh dunia. Mereka mengirim email ke seluruh dunia untuk menggalang dana bagi anak ini”. Dunia yang damai ini menjadi suara panggilan yang sangat kuat bagi setiap orang.

Hanya dalam waktu sepuluh hari, dari perkumpulan orang Chinese didunia saja telah mengumpulkan 560.000 dolar. Biaya operasi pun telah tercukupi. Titik kehidupan Yu Yuan sekali lagi dihidupkan oleh cinta kasih semua orang.

Setelah itu, pengumuman penggalangan dana dihentikan tetapi dana terus mengalir dari seluruh dunia. Dana pun telah tersedia dan para dokter sudah ada untuk mengobati Yu Yuan. Satu demi satu gerbang kesulitan pengobatan juga telah dilewati. Semua orang menunggu hari suksesnya Yu Yuan. Ada seorang teman di-email bahkan menulis: “Yu Yuan anakku yang tercinta saya
mengharapkan kesembuhanmu dan keluar dari rumah sakit. Saya mendoakanmu cepat kembali ke sekolah. Saya mendambakanmu bisa tumbuh besar dan sehat. Yu Yuan anakku tercinta.”

Pada tanggal 21 Juni, Yu Yuan yang telah melepaskan pengobatan dan menunggu kematian akhirnya dibawa kembali ke ibu kota. Dana yang sudah terkumpul, membuat jiwa yang lemah ini memiliki harapan dan alasan untuk terus bertahan hidup. Yu Yuan akhirnya menerima pengobatan dan dia sangat menderita didalam sebuah pintu kaca tempat dia berobat. Yu Yuan kemudian berbaring di
ranjang untuk diinfus. Ketegaran anak kecil ini membuat semua orang kagum padanya. Dokter yang menangani dia, Shii Min berkata, dalam perjalanan proses terapi akan mendatangkan mual yang sangat hebat. Pada permulaan terapi Yu Yuan sering sekali muntah. Tetapi Yu Yuan tidak pernah mengeluh. Pada saat pertama
kali melakukan pemeriksaan sumsum tulang belakang, jarum suntik ditusukkan dari depan dadanya, tetapi Yu Yuan tidak menangis dan juga tidak berteriak, bahkan tidak meneteskan air mata. Yu yuan yang dari dari lahir sampai maut menjemput tidak pernah mendapat kasih sayang seorang ibu. Pada saat dokter Shii Min
menawarkan Yu Yuan untuk menjadi anak perermpuannya. Air mata Yu Yuan pun mengalir tak terbendung.

Hari kedua saat dokter Shii Min datang, Yu Yuan dengan malu-malu
memanggil dengan sebutan Shii Mama. Pertama kalinya mendengar suara itu, Shii Min kaget, dan kemudian dengan tersenyum dan menjawab, “Anak yang baik”. Semua orang mendambakan sebuah keajaiban dan menunggu momen dimana Yu Yuan hidup dan sembuh kembali. Banyak masyarakat datang untuk menjenguk Yu Yuan dan banyak orang menanyakan kabar Yu Yuan dari email. Selama dua bulan Yu Yuan melakukan terapi dan telah berjuang menerobos sembilan pintu maut. Pernah mengalami pendarahan dipencernaan dan selalu selamat dari bencana. Sampai akhirnya darah putih dari tubuh Yu Yuan sudah bisa terkontrol. Semua orang-orang pun menunggu kabar baik dari kesembuhan Yu Yuan.

Tetapi efek samping yang dikeluarkan oleh obat-obat terapi sangatlah menakutkan, apalagi dibandingkan dengan anak-anak leukemia yang lain. Fisik Yu Yuan jauh sangat lemah. Setelah melewati operasi tersebut fisik Yu Yuan semakin lemah.

Pada tanggal 20 agustus, Yu Yuan bertanya kepada wartawan Fu Yuan: “Tante kenapa mereka mau menyumbang dana untuk saya? Tanya Yu Yuan kepada wartawan tersebut. Wartawan tersebut menjawab, karena mereka semua adalah orang yang baik hati”. Yu
Yuan kemudia berkata : “Tante saya juga mau menjadi orang yang baik hati”. Wartawan itupun menjawab, “Kamu memang orang yang baik. Orang baik harus saling membantu agar bisa berubah menjadi semakin baik”. Yu yuan dari bawah bantal tidurnya mengambil sebuah buku, dan diberikan kepada ke Fu Yuan. “Tante ini adalah surat wasiat saya.”

Fu yuan kaget, sekali membuka dan melihat surat tersebut ternyata Yu Yuan telah mengatur tentang pengaturan pemakamannya sendiri. Ini adalah seorang anak yang berumur delapan tahun yang sedang menghadapi sebuah kematian dan
diatas ranjang menulis tiga halaman surat wasiat dan dibagi menjadi enam bagian, dengan pembukaan, tante Fu Yuan, dan diakhiri dengan selamat tinggal tante Fu Yuan.

Dalam satu artikel itu nama Fu Yuan muncul tujuh kali dan masih ada sembilan sebutan singkat tante wartawan. Dibelakang ada enam belas sebutan dan ini adalah kata setelah Yu Yuan meninggal. Tolong,……. Dan dia juga ingin menyatakan terima kasih serta selamat tinggal kepada orang- orang yang selama ini telah memperhatikan dia lewat surat kabar. “Sampai jumpa tante,
kita berjumpa lagi dalam mimpi. Tolong jaga papa saya. Dan sedikit dari dana pengobatan ini bisa dibagikan kepada sekolah saya. Dan katakana ini juga pada pemimpin palang merah. Setelah saya meninggal, biaya pengobatan itu dibagikan kepada orang-orang yang sakit seperti saya. Biar mereka lekas sembuh”. Surat
wasiat ini membuat Fu Yuan tidak bisa menahan tangis yang membasahi pipinya.

Saya pernah datang, saya sangat patuh, demikianlah kata-kata yang keluar dari bibir Yu Yuan. Pada tanggal 22 agustus, karena pendarahan dipencernaan hampir satu bulan, Yu Yuan tidak bisa makan dan hanya bisa mengandalkan infus untuk bertahan hidup. Mula mulanya berusaha mencuri makan, Yu Yuan mengambil mie instant dan memakannya. Hal ini membuat pendarahan di
pencernaan Yu Yuan semakin parah. Dokter dan perawat pun secepatnya memberikan pertolongan darurat dan memberi infus dan transfer darah setelah melihat pendarahan Yu Yuan yang sangat hebat. Dokter dan para perawat pun ikut menangis.
Semua orang ingin membantu meringankan pederitaannya. Tetapi tetap tidak bisa membantunya. Yu Yuan yang telah menderita karena penyakit tersebut akhirnya meninggal dengan tenang. Semua orang tidak bisa menerima kenyataan ini melihat malaikat kecil yang cantik yang suci bagaikan air. Sungguh telah pergi kedunia lain.

Dikecamatan She Chuan, sebuah email pun dipenuhi tangisan menghantar kepergian Yu Yuan. Banyak yang mengirimkan ucapan turut berduka cita dengan karangan bunga yang ditumupuk setinggi gunung. Ada seorang pemuda berkata dengan pelan “Anak kecil, kamu sebenarnya adalah malaikat kecil diatas langit,
kepakanlah kedua sayapmu. Terbanglah……………” demikian kata-kata dari seorang pemuda tersebut.

Pada tanggal 26 Agustus, pemakaman Yu Yuan dilaksanakan saat hujan gerimis. Didepan rumah duka, banyak orang-orang berdiri dan menangis mengantar kepergian Yu Yuan. Mereka adalah papa mama Yu Yuan yang tidak dikenal oleh Yu Yuan semasa hidupnya. Demi Yu Yuan yang menderita karena leukemia dan melepaskan pengobatan demi orang lain, maka datanglah papa mama dari berbagai daerah yang diam-diam mengantarkan kepergian Yu Yuan.

Didepan kuburannya terdapat selembar foto Yu Yuan yang sedang tertawa. Diatas batu nisannya tertulis, “Aku pernah datang dan aku sangat patuh” (30 nov 1996- 22 agus 2005). Dan dibelakangnya terukir perjalanan singkat riwayat hidup Yu Yuan. Dua kalimat terakhir adalah disaat dia masih hidup telah menerima
kehangatan dari dunia. Beristirahatlah gadis kecilku, nirwana akan menjadi lebih ceria dengan adanya dirimu.

Sesuai pesan dari Yu Yuan, sisa dana 540.000 dolar tersebut disumbangkan kepada anak-anak penderita luekimia lainnya. Tujuh anak yang menerima bantuan dana Yu Yuan itu adalah : Shii Li, Huang Zhi Qiang, Liu Ling Lu, Zhang Yu Jie, Gao Jian, Wang Jie. Tujuh anak kecil yang kasihan ini semua berasal dari keluarga tidak
mampu. Mereka adalah anak-anak miskin yang berjuang melawan kematian.

Pada tanggal 24 September, anak pertama yang menerima bantuan dari Yu Yuan di rumah sakit Hua Xi berhasil melakukan operasi. Senyuman yang mengambang pun terlukis diraut wajah anak tersebut. “Saya telah menerima bantuan dari kehidupan Anda, terima kasih adik Yu Yuan kamu pasti sedang melihat kami
diatas sana. Jangan risau, kelak di batu nisan, kami juga akan mengukirnya dengan kata-kata “Aku pernah datang dan aku sangat patuh”
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this story really touched my heart, affected deeply.
when i was reading this article , my tears couldn't help to flow out.
she had a hard life , but she is full of courage, she is brave .
this little girl really possesses a noble soul , she had an heart of angel .
i believe she is in the heaven smiling happily right now , hope God blesses her .
if there's afterlife , may God give her a great & happy family .

2010-09-01T08:16:00.000-07:00

hello SEPTEMBER !
(:
be a good month to me yea !
#sepwish criminality rates downdowndown
#sepwish whole family healthy
#sepwish be better in studies
#sepwish no more crisis
#sepwish pass everryday with laughter
#sepwish hope that I will grow taller
#sepwish hope that I will lose weight

:D
that's all for my #sepwish.

holidays are approaching .
it will be from 4Sep-19Sep (y)
hope that this holiday will be a great one .

i've thought of this school year's resolution.
*i wanna top the class :D
it has been so long since i topped the class , the last was in primary 3 maybe . :(
have always been in the 2nd or 3rd these few years .
so i want to get back the feeling of 1st .
haha .
so i must study harder & get better score .
so far tests' score are satisfactory .
except for my biology , i only got 38/50 .
and for myself , i set a passing score and that is 82 .
so any subject that didn't pass that score n i'll consider myself FAILED .
i must do better .
*spirit* wish me luck!

ok .
it's getting late .
gonna hit the sack .
bye guys .

2010-08-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

15.08.10

went to NH.
billiard 2rounds with hermanto & chris .
i won both set .
(:
lots of ppl are there .
met viky&co. , sudianto , samson , berly .
ciendra came afterwards .
then he played with hermanto .
after the game , go to happup , but closed .
*.*
then went to monic .
K-ed for 1hour .
stev,mona and mona's friend left in halfway .
left me , eka , jambu , nely & chris .
after the karaoke-ing , walk around .
then i went home .

16.08.10

celebration of national day .
had a stupid singing session under the super hot sun , then walked around school .
after that , went to futsal court , had futsal match .
the first playing is SMA 1B & SMA2IPSB .
the score so far is 0-7 .
played halfway & rained .
so the game cancelled .
then went to class , chatted a while .
then dismissal .
went back to shop .
stayed whole day tending shop .
tired .
went home at 9++ , dinner , and blogged .
:D

tomorrow's holiday .
i want to go swimming , but mom don't allow .
yea , the reason is bcos the 7th month of Lunar Calender .
@@
blablabla .
so siann .
how should i pass tomorrow , what activity it shall be ?
hmm .
going to think hard now .
bye .

2010-08-12T03:33:00.001-07:00

11.08.10

seoul garden-ed with sis , niz & ktc .
had an hour and half session .
full ttm but nt satisfied .
(:

12.08.10

helped at shop all the day .
bored ttm .
wanna go out soon .
*.*
hope that tomorrow will be able to go out .
it's been ages since i visited happy puppy .

woohoo .
XA rocks the world , great teamwork .
unlike XB ( but they share great teamwork too , great to go to school ) .
haha .
:D

2010-08-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

08.08.10

woke up at 09.00 .
agus came to house & set off together to yenny's house .
sat at yenny's house .
chris came in a while .
wait for yenny for a long time .
then go to PKK together .
hungry , planned to eat .
had fish soup *yummy* at somewhere windsor with agus , hermanto , yenny , chris & jacq .
agus treated . *thanks*
back to PKK .
spend an hour there for sunday school .
took a ride from agus to LP .
and my daily activities began .

09.08.10

no flag ceremony . *yay*
had religion's test .
school's boring but holiday is coming .
(:

anticipating for my seoul garden's visit .
*.*

P.S Edwin Leo is Perverted .

2010-08-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

memories are beautiful but we only can reminisce it , we can't get back to that time .

it's friday today .
time flies .
it seems like ystdy is just monday .
haha .
holiday's coming soon .
*yay*
:D

ciendra lend me some dvd , but i forgot to bring it home .
shit .

many thoughts but dk how to express .
i'm lost for words .
bye .

2010-08-04T07:38:00.000-07:00

i'm posting again !
(:
to keep my blog alive .

in the afternoon , something happened .
idk is it referring to me or not .
but seems like it's me .
but maybe it is just me who's over-sensitive .
well , ofc i hope it is not me .
oh please , God blesses , no more troubles for me please .
*praysuperhard*

our class adviser told me that i am nominated as one of the candidates of SCB .
oh hell , idw to be a member of SCB .
then i directly tell our adviser that idw and told her to choose others , i'm nt suited for it .
haha .
and i succeeded in convincing her .
:D
class adviser also told us that starting next week , we must bring home the books that we're going to use it tomorrow in order we can revise at home .
the main purpose is for us to study at home .
siao .
we from 8-4 at sch liao , then still expect us to study at home .
tired man .
then i bargained with the teacher .
and the conclusion is we'll only bring home 2-3 books to study .
haha .
good bargainer .
(:

that's all for today's crap .
bye .

2010-08-03T07:48:00.001-07:00

it's August guys .
hope August will be a good month , please treat me well August .
no hard problems , no sad things , no bad things .
hope everything will go well .
(:

SMA's life is hectic .
filled with hw everyday .
very many subjects , 20 more maybe ?
lessons are very hard .
STRESSED !
but going to school nowadays are quite fun .
laughters fill the class .
:D

holidays are coming soon .
*yay*
August 11-12 : Hari Raya Puasa
August 16 : half-day ( celebration of Independence Day )
August 17 : ID's holiday
Sept 4- Sept 19 : Hari Raya Idul Fitri
Dec 19- Jan 4 : 1st term holiday
holidays come fasterrrrrrr .
i need holidays so much or else i'll go berserk .
*.*

180th Post .

2010-07-25T07:58:00.001-07:00

it's my 180th post .
(:
took a year more to have a 180th post is indeed slowwwwww .
who calls me to be lazy in blogging .
haha .

school has been annoying .
creating what cca that is held on saturday .wasting my time to go , then the cca is like fucking retarded , if the cca is fun then okay lah we go , have fun mah but it wasn't like that .
imagine , badminton club played badminton in the road , then the volleyball club played without nets , music club is cancelled bcos the teacher couldn't come , and so on and so forth .
And the WORST is if we don't go for 3 times , we'll be DROPPED OUT .
wtf .
dropping us out just for that stupid cca ?
siaoo .
if no one go , then the whole school's students will be dropped out hah ?
what a joke .

tonight's moon is so beautiful ..
(:
the sky is dark but with presence of moon makes it glamorous .
the moon is full and bright .
wish to go up there and see it in close distance .
how nice if i could go to space ..
but i think it's almost impossible bcos it costs a bomb .

so i think i should just go to bed now & get into space in my dreams .
haha .
byebye .
:D

2010-07-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

it's been 10days since i last posted something here .
been wanna to post but cmi bcos too busy & tired .

MOS was finished several days ago , we're back to normal school life , still trying to adapt in a class which only consist of 15 students .
low in numbers but high in voice .
haha .

watched INCEPTION just now at 19.15 with chris , eka & hermanto .
this movie is fucking great , the storyline is awesome .
it's so cool when there is layer of dreams in where we're dreaming in the dream of the dream of our dream .
so many DREAM , shit .
rate it 4/5 , you guys may go to watch , but watching this film needs great concentration , imagination and high IQ or else you'll be easily confused .
the movie lasted for 2hours15mins .
that's so long .
finished the movie at 21.30 .
went to JCO to buy mom's order , half dozen of donuts .
and homesweethome .
(:

shit , i haven't finished my mtk & chem hw , i didn't bring the book home .
will settle it at school tomorrow .
haha .
bye peeps !

2010-07-09T09:38:00.001-07:00

school's re-opening in three days time .
aww , so boring . -__-

went to sch this morning for MOS preparation .
and i'm in group 8 , together with pris & werianto .
the MOS will be held on monday & tuesday .
hope this time will be an easy one , no tough things please .

went to kenny's house after school , spend some time there while waiting for the F4 .
*note : F = Fucking
haha . XD
after a long wait , the F4 finally come and we went to Borobudur Resto which is just infront of kenny & yenny's house .
yenny's treating today since last time her birthday celebration was postponed and it is decided to be today .
had tzechar .
the fish soup there is delicious . (:
the price also affordable .
300k++ for 15person .
after the meal , kenny back to his home and joe followed him .
then pris , vv , chris , F4 went to NH .
i , yenny , nely , yap , jacq & desy went to yenny's house .
sat & chatted for a while .
then i & yap went home .
homed , bathed and off to shop .
helped mom whole day .

tomorrow's gonna be a busy day again .
goin to recharge energy now .
bb .

it's 00:38 .
bb .

2010-07-04T08:56:00.001-07:00

lemme tell something about the past .
i & my sis were once almost lost .
the story is like this .

around 9-10years ago , when my sis is still 3 years old , my mom with me , my sis & aunt and cousins were off to holiday in singapore .
then in one night , aqin koko took us ( me , my sis , niz , mariani & mariana ) to stroll at the park under his house .
we were all holding hands & we walkwalk .
then suddenly we found out that my sis isn't with us anymore .
we were so panic , we looked for her in the vicinity but we can't find her so we went back to aqin koko's house and tell it to mom & 4th aunt .
(aqin koko is my 4th aunt's child)
mom and aunts were so panic too , mom called the police and seeked for help .
after a 15-30minutes , someone called and said they found a little girl in the rooftop of opposite block of my 4th aunt's house so mom & aunts go to see if it is my sis and luckily , thanks God , it is my sis .
when we asked her , how did she end up there , she answered us that when she was walking with us , she saw a lift (that time she didn't know what is a lift) and out of curiosityt she went there without our knowing , she saw a button then she press it , when the lift door is open , she went in & she pressed every button and then she end up at the rooftop .
we should really thanks God that we found her back .

next ,,,

when i'm 5 or 6 years old , we ( mom , me , sis & aunt , cousins) were also holiday-ing in singapore .
then we went to a mall .
that time , aqin koko & his gf is parting with us , they are going somewhere else .
then out of fun i followed them (without my mom's knowing) but i lost the sight of them so i walked back to the place where i left , when i'm back to there i didn't see mom & aunts & cousins anymore , i was so scared .
then i cried & walked around to find mom .
and luckily , after a few rounds of walking i found mom , i run towards her & hugged mom tightly .
i was really scared that time .
once more , i must thanks God that i found my mom .

hmm .
i was thinking , what if me & my sis was not found that time , what would we be now ?
maybe i'm dead already or sold into foreign country or being beggar on street or living in the orphanage or being adopted by someone .
we must really thanks God that God didn't make us really parted from our family .
i must be GLAD that i'm still able to live with my family .
so guys , do cherish your time with your family bcos you don't know what would happen later ..

2010-07-02T08:41:00.000-07:00

i am re-watching Autumn's Concerto now .
yeehaa !
this is a great drama .
i had finished this drama 4months ago or maybe longer .
(:
just suddenly had the thought to re-watch it .

hmm .
i am waiting for Summer's Desire & P.S Man dvd , pls come out faster !

bye guys !
off to Autumn's Concerto-inggggg .

2010-07-01T10:36:00.001-07:00

time flies .
it's July now .
hope that this July will be a good month .
problems & troubles pls leave me alone , fuck away .
*prayhard*

watch Eclipse with Jacq & Pris just now .
rate it 4/5 . (:
after that , strolled around NH to think what to eat .
haha .
at last decided to go to Gadeno .
had Combo Meal shared with Pris .
and yes , i'm stuffed .
after the meal , we went separate ways and i went back to shop .
yea , back to work again .
went home around 10 .
opened com , inserted songs to mmc .
then back to room , watch tv & blogging right now .

school's is really goin to re-open soon .
*STRESSED*
i know i'm such a nag , always blablabla here but i really can't accept the fact mah .
haih .
we must be back to school on 9th July for MOS preparation .
sian ttm lah .
hope that SMA1 will also have one class only , like when we're SMP3 .
that'll be GUH-reat dude !

i don't get it why , but i'm so excited for December holiday .
i'm also excited for the moving of our school .
our school gonna move by the year end maybe or next year ?
will move to somewhere near Ocarina .
yay !
new environment , hope it'll be nice .

that's all for the blabbering today .
BYE ! (:
*waves*

2010-06-28T07:30:00.001-07:00

25.06.2010
aunts & cousins came to batam .
4th aunt bought a lot of things for us ; chocolate,korean noodle,japanese candies .
fridge & cupboard stuffed with lots of things .

26.06.2010
celebration of grandma's birthday .
happy 81st birthday to grandma .
atb to grandma , longevity;prosperity;fortune.
(:
celebrated grandma's birthday at an eatery somewhere over Baloi Mas .
the foods were quite good .

27.06.2010
sis with cousins off to watch movie .
4th aunt with 5th aunt go massage .
me >> tend shop .
pathetic me . -__-
1st aunt stayed at shop chit-chatting with mama .
aunts & cousins went back to singapore at 7pm .

28.06.2010 (TODAY!)
received my 2nd payout .
*yay*
but changed it to dollar and i'm only left with 200k rupiah .

school is starting in another 2weeks , i really can't believe that my 3 MONTH HOLIDAY is ending soon .
*stressed* @@
haihhaihhaih .

2010-06-19T10:44:00.000-07:00

Twilight Saga Eclipse is going to be released in cinema by 1 July .
look forward to it .
seems like there is more action in this sequel .
(:
i haven't watch KarateKid .
poor me ! :(
my sis told me it is a great movie , but i'm nt very excited to watch it , maybe i'll just skip this movie .
i'm more excited to Taiwanese drama serial >> P.S Man & Summer's Desire , when will the disc be released ?

*upcoming activities :
20th June - father's day
25th June - YJ's birthday .
26th June - grandma's 81st birthday !

school is re-opening SOON .
just few days more .
can't accept the fact . @@
we must get back to school by July 9 cos we're goin to hv orientation .
i can't imagine how the orientation day will be , just hope this year will be an easy one .
please no hard things .
*prayhard*

2010-06-17T02:53:00.001-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO !
(:
so long never come to update ,my blog turned so pathetic , so i'm here to revive it .
hahah . :D
but today's post gonna be random .

this holiday is a very siann one , never go anywhere . :(
3months eh .
when i can find such a long holiday again , feels so guilty for wasting my holiday like this @@
school is reopening in a near time , another 25days .
haihs .
after having such a long holiday , the thought of goin school makes me feel so annoyed but i'm also excited for the SMA's life .

recently , they made a big choice .
i feared that this step will be wrong , ofc i don't wish to see that both impo things go away .
but without doing this , also 死路一条 .
so i hope that God shall bless .
hope that everything will be alright .
may the path infront of us will be so smooth , hope that it won't hv ordeal .
*prayhardhardhard*
super headache whenever think of this .
well , i should be more optimist .
looked through the + but not the - .
well , enough of these .
shall change topics .

i wannnnnna make this post long in order to 弥补 so long never post .
haha . (:

i want to live more 充实 , don't be so LIFELESS .
haih .
i hv so many things wanna say .
but dk how .
well , 就是如此如此这般这般 .
haha .
my sis gonna LOL when she sees this .
andand recently , i grow a big interest in chinese history .
so addicted to it after watching K.O.3an国 .
i'm waiting for Summer's Desire 泡沫之夏 disc , this is another great drama serial .
the storyline got a little same with Autumn's Concerto 下一站，幸福 , i'm also waiting for My Lucky Star 2 , the sequel of My Lucky Star 放洋的星星 .
all of the dramas above are melodrama .
recommended drama serial :
1.Autumn's Concerto (starring VannessWu , AdyAn)
2.Summer's Desire (starring PeterHo , BarbieHsu and HuangXiaoMing)
3.My Lucky Star (starring JimmyLin and YooHaNa)
4.The Outsiders (starring DylanGuo and AdyAn)
5.Fated To Love You (starring EthanRuan and JoeChen)
6.Easy Fortune Happy Life (starring BlueLan and JoeChen)

seems like i've promote these dramas before but nvm , i'll repost to let everybody knows .
(:

i'm getting out of here .
byebye .
will be back soon to update .

2010-06-06T13:20:00.000-07:00

it's freaking 4am now and i'm totally awake .
ohshittyhell .
woke up around 3am , bcos tummyache ,it hurts so much , that i cannot endure anymore .
went to the toilet for twice .
@@
i HATE going to toilet at late night .
after the second visit , it gets better .
and so i'm lying on bed .
tossing myself side2side , up2down .
can't go back to my sleep .
so i'm here to blog .

school's holiday is ending soon .
left 1month+ only .
the thought of that makes me feel so dejected .
i can't believe that my 3 month holiday is ending soon and i haven't did anything adventurous .
*stressed*
i doubt i could get another long holiday like this .
*disappointed* :(
how i wish that time would tick slower .

2010-06-03T23:53:00.001-07:00

我以为-品冠

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心配在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动於衷
我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心配在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情的缺口
专心配在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强
却输的那么绝望
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

2010-05-24T09:26:00.001-07:00

my face is so oily . @@ , oily face grows many pimples .
haih .
any good recommendation of facialwasher ?
i wanna try GarnierMan but dk good or not , i also saw the ads of MentholathumMan , feel wanna try it .
i must get rid all those fucking oils&pimples out of my face .

i wanna grow taller , feeling so short recently . :(
ohplease my body , all the cells within , chemical fluid or whatsoever organs , pls react to it .
talltalltall .
i must reach 183cm by the age of 21 .
*prayinghard*
blessme,wishmeluck.
hope by the age of 21 , i can see myself standing in that height .
(:

i wanna a camera badly , took a favour on that Ixus130 but it costs much .*$400++*
enough to buy a phone liao .
i hope i will be able to buy it by this year , but by buying a camera , i won't be able to change phone .
but nevermind , i'm also not in thought of changing phone , dk what phone to get .
haha . :p
ever thought of buying iPhone , but cancelled due to too many reasons .
iPhone cannot bluetooth , iPhone battery is planted , iPhone don't hv external memory .
so i'll get rid of the thought to change phone , better go buy camera .
my E63 are still working fine , just a little faulty sometimes .

i'm waiting for my first pay .
after my first payout , i'll ask for leave .
i must go out soon or else i'll go berserk for being tending shop all day & checking those fuckingirritating phones .
&most of all , i'm still left with one HappyPuppy voucher .
i must treat myself to a great feast with my first payout.

it's 00:24 now , but i'm still awake .
i must get to sleep soon , to recharge myself & prepare my new journey , another day gonna begins .

2010-05-22T10:06:00.001-07:00

my life is still as usual .
go to shop , help mom all day , sleep , eat .
so life-less .

today morning , i heard a news from my cousin's boyfriend .
he told me that ystdy a car accident happened somewhere in the airport .
and i am so curious , i asked what's the name , but he don't know .
he only knew that the car's plate is BM 28 and it's a Jazz .
and i think i ever saw that car , it is so familiar but i just couldn't recall who's the owner of that car .
then in the evening , i met eka & his cousins .
they're also talking about that car accident .
so i enquired them and to my surprise , the deceased are from the same school with me , they're my seniors .
i was totally shocked , kinda of unbelieveable .
i believe their parents must be freaking upset .
though idk them , but still my condolences to them .

Juvenno & Benson Loy
RIP , may God Bless U , may u be brought to the side of God .

2010-05-15T08:00:00.001-07:00

these few days always help mom .
so busy .
everyday handling with those phones & those millions account .
super tired .

walk to NH with eka @7pm++ .
yen2 & fery came back .
so go oud .
reached there go find them .
they're at Godiva .
jacq , her , yen & fery are there having dinner so go join them .
eka go m-tune .
after they finished eat , go find eka .
then head to JCo .
had 3 donuts .
then chatted at there .
around 9.30pm , walk to LP with eka .
homesweethome aftermath .

will be going out again tomorrow .
:D

2010-05-12T08:08:00.001-07:00

having emo thoughts right now .
those thoughts always surround in my mind & those feelings rotates in my heart .
i hv a lot of things to say but dk where to start from .
those thoughts & feelings are just hard to elaborate by words & sentences .
it needs a genuine heart to decipher it .
no one ever know what i meant & no one ever know what i really think & feel .

i'm stepping into another route of life .
i'm growing older , and bcos of that more things hv happened & i came to understand those things .
this life is just too realistic .

thousands & hundreds of thoughts and feelings stayed in my heart & brain but i'll never be able to express it out .

2010-05-11T03:51:00.003-07:00

i'm SUPER FED UP now !!
idk what's wrong with my parents .
i'm going to get a job and they told me not to .
i have the motivation to go earn money but they don't let me .
saying what doing in that line is not good , bla , bla .
they tell me if wanna get job , get a job which like associated with computer .
CRAP !
i'm SO FED UP right now !
fuckhell !

2010-05-09T05:32:00.001-07:00

May 3-May 6
had our graduation practice .

May 7
general rehearsal .
announcement of awardees .
i got 3rd honor , well nothing to be proud of .
UN announcement is out .
the letter just write pass ornot .
don't have score .
i passed .
well , i thought that everyone of us will pass but never to my expectation , one of our friend didn't make it .
i was like , HAH ?
how could it be ?
i just hoped that he could braced himself up and take the UN Ulangan & passed .
and by that time , we may hang out all together happily .
:D

May 8
early morning received a msg from clau , my UN score are out .
my score :
bahasa : 8.60
eng : 9.40
mtk : 8.50
ipa : 7.00
total : 33.50
yes , i'm totally DISAPPOINTED with my hell-ish score .
at 5pm , our graduation event started .
so the event went well .
& the ambience during our singing is nice , better than the usual practice , it just seem different , there's soul in the song .
everyone seems like really singing through their hearts but not mouth .
& today is sis's birthday .
happy birthday !
wish u atb .
be good & don't be so wilful .
(:

May 9
Happy Mother's Day !
i wish every mother in this earth will be happy always , long life & allthebest .
since it's mother's day , i & sis bought a watch for mom .
i believe mom love it bcos mom picked it herself .
haha .
(:
will be goin out to eat later for the celebration .

2010-05-02T07:22:00.000-07:00

celebrated hermanto's birthday today .
happy advanced birthday ! (:

walked to NH around 14.30 with yenny .
accompany yenny to Hypermart .
the queue is super long loh !
@@
then chris & agus came .
still waiting in the queue .
done queue-ing , meet up with jacq at her uncle's shop .
then go buy hermanto's gift .
bought him CK perfume .
after that go to 29 , to meet up with hermanto , pris & hye .
gave the gift to hermanto .
then billiard for an hour .
after billiard-ing , go to happup .
sang for 2 hours .
after lalala-ing , dining time !
hermanto treated us to Pizza Hut .
very full .
after the Pizza Hut-ing , agus went home .
then followed by pris & hyerin .
so we go billiard-ing , played a while & yenny went home .
left me , hermanto , jacq , chris & nely .
chris tried to play , it's her first attempt & she did it quite well .
(:
after the billiard , went to JCO , nely , chris & i bought donuts , then jacq went home , we go to KFC , i buy mom's food .
the queue is long too .
then nely went home .
after buying the food , i went home , leaving hermanto & chris there .
haha .
reached home at 9++ then go take a bath , and blogging right now .

i'm so tired today .
tomorrow still need go school .
super sian ah !
@@

2010-05-01T08:51:00.001-07:00

happy birthday nely !
celebrated nely's b'day today .

at around 4pm , walk to NH with yenny .
then meet up with jacq & chris .
go find nely's present .
then go buy perfume for nely .
shared with jacq , yenny , chris , eka & yap .
after that go to Harbour Bay Mall , chris's dad send us there .
(:
upon reaching , walk to G-Spot , a Pub & Karaoke somewhere at Harbour Bay .
when we (i,chris,yenny&jacq) arrived there , only we are there , the rest haven't come .
waitwaitwait for them .
go take photo , the scenery is great .
then agus & hermanto came .
after that eka , kelvi , pris & desy came .
but the birthday girl is still nt seen .
at around 6 , Nely , the birthday girl has came .
so we strolled around , and took photos .
the sunset is way too beautiful ..
:D
then run around there .
it was fun man !
after that , we went in the room .
eat , sing & dance .
haha .
inside super cool loh .
then around 9.30 , cut cake time .
then sang birthday song , eat cake .
talked a while , then around 10 , the birthday girl went home and the rest of us go to Harbour Bay Mall .
soon pris & desy went home , followed by agus then jacq then eka & viky , leaving only me , yenny , chris & hermanto there .
chris & yenny is hungry , so we went to Coffee House to eat .
after eating , go outside talk & wait for chris's dad to come , her dad will send us home .
homed around 23:00 .
thanks to chris's dad for giving us free ride .
(:

*just a short text about the birthday celebration bcos hard to elaborate , just a word to describe > FUN , the ambience & scenery there are super great , ! (:

Lastly , a Happy Birthday to Nely Niawati .
wish u atb .
everything goes as what you wish .

received an info that UN's result will be announced on 6 May .
it is postponed again .
ohshit .
always postpone .
Indonesian's Govt. is so inefficient .
actually left 2 days again so happy , but postpone again then must wait again loh .
super annoying ! >:(

2010-04-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

oh man .
it's 00:19 now .
my purpose to blog is just to inform you guys .
To All SMP3 students of Mondial :
pls go to school on April 29-30 .
@ 09:00SGT-finish
bcos we'll be having our graduation practice .
and our Graduation Ceremony will be held on May 8 .
yea .
that's all .
(:

2010-04-22T09:07:00.001-07:00

suddenly got a big urge to blog but idk what am i goin to blog so today's post gonna be random .
(:

it's 23:40 now , just another 20minutes and it'll be another new day .
i'm so anticipating for the day of our UN result announcement .
when is it ?
SMA's is on this upcoming monday*26 April .
while ours (SMP) is still vague .
but heard that it is one week after SMA's , so maybe it's on 3 May but some said that it's on 7May .
so still unclear .
but i hope the result come out faster .
i can't wait no more .
it'll be great if it is on the same day with SMA's .
and i'm also freaking wanna go to singapore asap .
thinking of these makes me feel so excited .
:D

i planned to make this post long , but really can't configure what to blog .
geez .

maybe , i'll make a list instead of paragraph .

so let's start .
321 , GO !

1.i'm so anticipating for tomorrow
2.UN result , when are you coming out ?
3.it's 23:45 now
4.jacq just texted me
5.i'm shuttling between channels to find nice films but to no avail
6.i wanna go to singsangsung
7.discussing with jacq about our singapore trip now
8.pris just texted me
9.when i'm browsing my images , i just realized that it had been 26days since i last took a photo
10.pris send me a goodnight greeting
11.ended my msg with jacq
12.thinking what to reply to pris
13.doesn't wish to sleep so soon
14.thinking what to buy at singapore later
15.suddenly hv a craving for A1's fried noodle & sua he piah
16.decided not to reply pris msg
17.sis's watch alarm just rang
18.i'm so wu liao now
19.counting my planned expenses for my trip later
20.i want to go for outing
21.missed the old times , so nostalgia
22.suddenly the very high-class volleyball court that i visited with yenny & vivi flashed over my mind
23.tv programmes are so boring
24.closed the TV
25.wow , i'm already on 25 , 1/4 of 100 , and my birthday is also on the 25th of February , haha
26.pressed the wrong phone program for twice
27.i want to eat durian ice kachang
28.it's 00:00 now
29.it's friday now
30.browsed my past picture & current picture , just realized i'm so FAT before
31.are you guys bored , reading these stuff ?
33.i'm goin for a jump
52.i reached here safely .
53.i want this to end at the 100th .
54.i am lost for words now
55.what should i do ?
56.do another jump ?
70.sure , i've reached it
71.another 29 to go
72.i want to experience a night outing , i mean a really night which is almost dawn like 2am maybe
73.i succeeded doing something today .
76.sis is already asleep
, no one to be bullied now
78.impressive , you guys managed to read until here . *standing ovation*
79.thinking what to eat for tomorrow's breakfast
80.just finished hearing PK by Gary Cao & Fish Leong
81.wanna watch Monga so much , is it available in Batam ? i don't think so
, by the time i get to singapore , i bet this movie has dropped
maybe i'll just buy the disc when it is released
87.Jesseca Liu looked gorgeous in New Beginnings
88.haha *laughing*
89.it's 89 now . WOW *amazed*
92.i'm almost there
94.shall end my post soon
95.hope that my UN result will be super good
99.another 1 to go
100.yay ! I've reached a hundred .

haha , i know what i do above is so stupid but it's quite fun .
you guys may try it when you feel bored & clueless what to blog .

2010-04-21T09:36:00.001-07:00

it's 00:22 now .
nowadays , i always sleep late & wake up early .
take yesterday as example , i slept at 02:30am & wake up at 10:30am .
nowadays , i'm so busy .
from morning to night .
but this is good , it makes my life not boring , full of sparks and life seems to be lively when someone is busy .

go to NH today at 12 .
meet up with jacq & desy @kfc .
i'm the third to arrive there . *applause&drumrolls*
haha , so stupid of me , what's there to be proud .
jacq is treating bcos her birthday is coming*25 April .
we waited for others to come and after everybody came , i and jacq go order food .
seems like everytime ppl birthday , i always very busy one .
vivi is coming late so she told us to start first .
and it's eating time !
(:
when we ate halfway , vivi came .
okay , i'm so full .
actually i barely eat anything ; a piece of chicken , rice , a drink , mocha float & soup but seems like everybody is same with me , feels so full .
so after eating , it's time to do some activity to burn fats .
went for biliard , played for an hour and i make some WOW there .
haha .
:D
after the billiard-ing , we went for gift-searching .
bought a cloth for edwin as we haven t bought his gift .
as for jacq's , i'll buy it for her at sg .
next stop , JCO Donuts .
edwin is treating for his belated birthday celebration .
had 2pieces of donuts and a green tea freeze .
i'm so disappointed with the GTF , its appearance stands out among the other drinks but the taste not up to par .
planned to go to Inul Vizta As nely suggested the idea but cancelled due to the reason that i need to go back & so after the 45mins JCO-ing time , i went back .
i enjoyed today's outing though it is a short outing .
(:
people appeared today : jacq , desy , viky , edward (went home after kfc-ing) , eka (went home after billiard) , pris , edwin , nely , chris (went home at the halfway activity of JCO-ing) , vivi , yenny & yours truly .

my aunt give birth to a daughter today .
a new life has born to this world and i'm getting myself a new cousin .
:D
she was born at St.Elizabeth Hospital .
weighed 3kg .
and today is Hari Kartini so her birthday fell on the same day with this historical day .
haha .
(:

okay , it's 00:35 now .
the night is still young .
but i think i should get some sleep now bcos i need to wake up early tomorrow .
ok , that's all .
bye !

2010-04-19T08:11:00.001-07:00

well , we're already in our holiday .
it had started since last wednesday .
and now i'm racking my brains on how i'm goin to pass this superduperhyper long holiday .
wanna more outings .
but low-cost outings .
bcos i'm lack of money now .
wanna savesavesave !

wishlist right now :
-pass UN with flying colors , at least with a total score of 35
, it would be greater if the total score surpass 37 . (:
-this holiday be a super happy&exciting holiday
-go to Singapore with friends
-visit Singapore's Universal
-have a farewell party
-watch Monga
-visit the volleyball court with yenny&vivi and
have breakfast at MB with them once more
-earn money
(yes,i'm greedy ! *toomanywishes)

upcoming activities :
-go to Singapore with friends . *maybe
-grandma's 81st birthday celebration
-relatives' wedding

so now , all i'm waiting for is time .
wait for the time where our UN results come out , wait for time to go to sg with friends .

i hope everything will go well , will go smoothly and will be like what i wish for .
(:

andandand ,
Happy 1st Year Anniversary to my blog .
(:
yea , it lasted one year .
*smiles*

2010-04-10T08:21:00.001-07:00

woke up at 7 something today .
damn early loh .
once wake up , stomachache sia .
go cakemaking . *eww*
haha .

then around 11 go shop .
at around 12.30 go to NH .
viky & chris celebrated their birthday .
arrived at NH , met up with chris .
then after that , go to hypermart to help her buy things .
pris & desy is hungry so we went to JCO , had avocado donuts .
yummy .
you guys should try the avocado taste .
after that , we went around searching for viky & chris' gifts .
after long walking & searching , bought long sleeves clothes for viky & bought bracelet for chris .
then we all seperated .
we decided to meet up again at pizza hut at 3 .
nely go to piano lessons , i & chris happup .
desy , pris , vv & yenny dk go where .
viky , eka , kelvi , hyerin , phin & jacq go play around maybe .
i & chris had one hour singing session .
sang halfway , eka & kelvi came .
after around 15 minutes , they go to meet viky & co for billiard .
after i & chris finished singing , we went to 29 .
gathered with everyone there .
then played halfway , kelvi & eka go fetch nely .
then we all head to pizzahut .
ohdamn .
i almost burst my stomach at pizza hut .
i had 4-5 slice of pizza , 3-4 pcs chicken wings , 3 pcs baked chicken chunks , 2 plate of spaghetti shared with chris & phin & 2 glass of drinks .
after that sumptuous meal , my stomach become super bloated loh .
feel like vomiting .
over-full .
the food had reached my throat .
haha .
after eat , pris , desy & hyerin went home . then we went to studio .
viky , eka played m-tune .
planned to go to happup , but due to many ppl don't want to go so we cancelled it .
we go for billiard instead of happup .
had 2 hours billiard-ing .
when we played halfway , chris went home .
had a table with vv , jacq , phin & yenny .
viky , kelvi & eka opened another table .
after an hour of billiard-ing passed , yenny & nely homed .
finished the biliard at 8:45 like that .
my leg super sore loh , stand so long .
today maybe is the first time jacq played billiard & she showed some good potential .
quite a fast-learner .
unlike yenny .
haha .
jacq must thanks me 35818935176x for me praising her .
hahha .
:D

after billiard , i & eka went home .
leaving jacq , phin , vv , kelvi & viky there .
had a great day today .
will hv another outing after UAS .
go billiard again .
haha .

reached home , mom offered me to eat dinner .
got crab leh .
but i'm too full so i skipped it .
oh my precious crustacean .
i will hv you soon .
i promise you .
haha .
(:

good night all !
hv a pleasant dream .

2010-04-06T07:49:00.001-07:00

we had our practical exam going on now .
we had bahasa , eng & music .
i had pancasila reading for bahasa which i only get 20/28 which is equivalent 71 *superunsatisfied* ):
we had impromptu speech for eng & i got 88 .
for music , we played keyboard & sing a national song .

as for tomorrow , we're going to hv religion , computer practical exam .
for religion , we need to memorize some parittas , meditation & blablabla .
for computer is still unknown .
i just finally memorize the damn long paritta*Ettavata .
my brain like gonna explode .
had a hard time memorizing it .
gonna review that paritta again tomorrow morning .
--
& for thursday , we're goin to hv bio , fis practical exam .
and soon on 12-14 april , we'll hv our UAS .
and soon holiday .
*yayness* :D

mom was invited to the Grand Opening of Inul Vizta on saturday .
she asked me to go .
& i just found out that it was opened by mom's friend .

i found out something recently ..
i felt pity for that person but i'm also very angry with that person .
geez .
that person is just too !@#$%^&* .
shouldn't be in that way .
太惹人讨厌 .

2010-04-01T05:30:00.001-07:00

UN is over ! *yay*
haha .
left UAS & Praktek .
oh shit .
we're goin to do speech for bahasa praktek exam .
@@

today morning someone declared her love to me .
hhah .
i know she's fooling around .
bcos today is April's Fool .
happy fooling around .
haha .
:D

after the exam today , hanged out with agus , yenny , chris & vv, we directly head to NH .
window-shopped .
planned to have JCO but cancelled bcos inside is so hot !
then accompany agus go buy sandals .
had lunch at Citra Pempek aftermath .
then viky & eka came .
they go to Godiva to hv steak .
after lunch , go to studio to buy ticket .
i , vv & yenny wanna watch Clash of Titans while agus , viky ,eka & chris wanna watch tiran so we had different movies .
while waiting the movie to start in another hour , went to stingers .
played around .
then go to ACE , bought yap's gift .
after that head to studio .
otw to studio saw agus coming out , his movie ( tiran ) just started 10 mins .
he needed to go to make passport .
so we followed him to his car to take our bag out .
then head back to studio again & watch our movie ( Clash of Titans ) .
rate it 3/5 !
(:
after the movie , we met up with chris .
viky & eka are m-tuning .
so i , vv , yenny & chris go to happy puppy .
singing time .
sang for 2 hours .
i hv too much song-wanna-sing lists .
had a blast .
*laughs*
after the singing session , i went home .
& left them there .

i'm expecting more outings .
planned to go to singapore with friends by may .
dk confirm go or nt .

now , i'm awaitin for the 4th week of April .
my results .
hope i'll pass with flying colours .
God bless .
(:

2010-03-27T04:11:00.001-07:00

it's been over a week or more since i posted something here .
latest try-outs' results were out .
bahasa : 9.2
eng : 9.4
mtk : 8.5
ipa : still unknown .

UN is just 2 days away .
to be approximately it should be 37 hours left to UN .
few months ago , we're all still saying that UN is still a long way to go .
but now it is just in front of us .
time flies .
i'm nervous yet very excited .
the 2++ months which is almost 3 months holiday really tempts me .
how just i wish that UN is tomorrow .
maybe due to the reason that i'm over-excited , i was having uncomfortable night ystdy .
i slept at 11+ , woke up at 2 , then sleep again , then woke up at 6 again , then sleep again , @ 7++ i was fully awaked .
can't sleep anymore .

after UN and several upcoming exams , we'll be free .
i must plan my holidays very fun .
shouldn't waste any time .
cos i don't know when i cn get another sucha long holiday .
yoohoo .
(:

all the SMP 3 in INDONESIA , strive !
we all will PASS .
& fellow mondialites , be it the SMA 3 , SMP3 or even SD 6 , we'll all pass the UN .
:D
& as for myself , i must do even better .
i must surpass the total score of 34 .
it'll be best if my total score is over 37 which is equivalent to an average score of 9.25 .
addoil*addoil !
juzz , u can do it !
(:

2010-03-19T01:22:00.001-07:00

yesterday was mom's birthday .
so here i'm going to greet mom a happy belated birthday !!
(:
may mom be healthy always ,all the best & everything may goes as what she wished for .

after school , took a ride from yenny .
first time sit the car she drove leh .
went to i-hotel with vivi , yenny .
vivi wanna ask info for the room .
after asking , yenny send vivi home first then me .

to yenny :
see , i'm so great .
feature you in my blog .
must thanks me 98248976809x ok .
haha .

try-outs have ended today .
we had IPA TO today .
yea , okok loh .
bahasa's TO result is out .
i got 9.2 , highest in class .
:D
as for the other subjects , haven't come out loh .
i hope for an average of 9 for my TO .
hope it'll happen .
or a total of 34 is also ok for me .
i must surpass a total score of 34 in UN .
strivestrivestrive !
UN is just a few days apart from us .
just another 10 days .
wew .
after UN , we'll hv ujian praktek then UAS .
and HOLIDAY !
we'll be having holiday for 2 months ++ maybe .
the thought of that makes me happy .
i must plan my activities now .
i must make that holiday an EXCITING one .
(:

thinking of thousands of activities & events now .
off to planning .
bye readers .

2010-03-13T06:15:00.000-08:00

today's weather very great .
windy .
at night had bbq at cousin's house .
so goin to sleepover at their house .
our religion told us to go to vihara tomorrow .
but i'm unable to go , bcos i'm staying over cousin's house , so no one cn send me there .
sorry tch .
so vexed over it .
haih .
don't care anymore lah .
chuan dao qiao dao zhe ran zhi .
--

tomorrow is sunday .
so sian .
monday came too fast .
if everyday is weekend that'll be just way too AWESOME .
(:
i wanna visit the newly open ktv at NH lah .
who cares to go with me ?

i really wanna earn money .
planning go to sg to work with friends .
hope it really happen and i'll be able to bring $500 dollar home .
God bless me !!
strive .
and i must be able to get a total score exceeding 34 in the UN .
I MUST .
i'll do my best .
there's a saying goes like this : do your best & God will do the rest .
:D
strivestrivestrive !

2010-03-12T04:57:00.001-08:00

today's friday !
i'm lovin' it .
haha .
early in the morning , it rained again though it is not as big as yesterday's .
it's good to rain .
the weather isn't so heaty .
(:
these two days have been windy .
very nice weather .
had 3periods in fisika in the morning .
followed by recess .
then mtk .
well , we are having remedial .
after the remedial , pak joni gv us another 2 sets of question & to be submitted next friday .
tired .
after mtk is kimia .
well , we spent the time doing mtk questions & ignored the teacher .
:p
soon the last period came , english .
discuss questions .
& finally dismissal .
:D
pizzahut-ed with agus , yenny , jacq & chris after school .
we had a plate of sphagetti , a plate of 6 pcs of chicken wings , 3 plates of pizza .
& yea , yummy .
after the meal , we all went home .
chris's dad come fetch her .
i,jacq & yenny took a ride from agus .
thanks for the ride .
(:
homed around 3++ .
then go bath & watch tv .

tomorrow no school .
*cheers*
we'll be having holiday nxt tuesday .
& tryouts from 17March-19March .

received info from jacq that i'm in room 2 for UN .
i'll be in a class with agus , jacq , ronald , yenny , yap & more .
greatt ! *thumbsup*
:D

happy friday night !
(:
bye all .

2010-03-09T00:43:00.001-08:00

must watch taiwan drama :
1. Autumn's Concerto 下一站，幸福
2. Easy Happy Fortune Life 福气又安康
3. Fated To Love You 命中注定我爱你
4. My Lucky Star 放羊的星星

all dramas above are very great .
(:
you guys should go watch .

school has been usual .
but now go to school not so bored liao .
bcos go home at 1 .
haha .
we're goin to hv another tryout next week .
from wed-fri .
and UN is just 20days apart from us .
i must do well in UN and get very good score .
i MUST !

2010-03-05T03:48:00.001-08:00

tryouts' results were out last monday .
here's my score :
bahasa : 7.35
mtk : 8.75
eng : 9.15
ipa : 7.25
total : 32.50
average : 8.13
& i topped the class in this try-out .
(:
happyhappy .

ystdy was the last day of our exam .
we had our chems exam ystdy .
pretty confusing .
@@
after finishing the exam , hanged out with agus , chris , yenny , nel & vi .
it was still pretty early & malls are nt yet open so we call agus to spin around .
we spinned around batam center , after like an hour we stopped at gelael .
go to kfc & drank .
chat there .
when it's almost 12 we directly head off to NH .
we went to two nine .
but still nt yet open so we go to panda zone , billiard for an hour .
it's my first attempt .
& i'm the winner .
haha .
:D
after the billiard session , we go to hv our lunch done at citra pempek .
then we stroll around NH to help agus an errand .
after the mission is done , we head to happup .
otw to happup , agus met his friends so we seperated ways .
after the happup , we met with agus .
then we head to BCS .
but there's no parking lot so we went out and agus drove us home .
ty for the ride yea .
(:

and today is the birthday of mondial .
so they had presentations .
watched them present then around 11 like that go home liao .
spent all day at home today .
just nw evening , my nose bled .
and it is so scary .
in all my life , i never experience this kind of nose bleeding .
usually it'll end soon but this time , it kept on flowing .
i used like a box of tissue loh .
the blood is too many until it was thrown up by me from my mouth .
too many .
luckily , mom got home at that time & she helped me to make .
in a short time , the blood had stopped dripping .
maybe i've dripped a litre of blood yea or even more .
i'm thinking like , is my blood goin to drip finished ?
hahah .
so foolish am i .
hope it won't happened again .

i've finished watching Autumn's Concerto few days ago .
mom bought the disc .
oh well , it is such a damn great drama .
(:
guys out there should go & watch it .

starting next monday , we'll be dismissed at 1 .
cos starting nxt monday all of the subject we are learning are UN subjects .
oh gosh , i'm goin to meet the same teacher everyday .
bored to max .
UN is nearing .
just another 24 days .
too fast .
but ok for me .
it'll end soon .
& holiday is really nearing .
(:

2010-02-25T03:17:00.001-08:00

yoyoyoyoyo guys .
how are youuuuuuu all ?
i'm back !
(:

firstly , i gt some declarations :
1. Happy 15th Birthday to Me ! *smiles*
2. Sorry for not posting blog for over a week .
3. I don't hv a Facebook account . so don't ask me if i gt ornot .
ty for paying attention .
haha . *laughlaugh*

the reason why i didn't post blog this while is bcos i hurted my leg .
how my leg got hurt ? keep on reading & you'll knw .
nxt reason is bcos i'm very lazy .
hihi .

back to past ..

L.O.A.D.I.N.G.

20th February .
yea .
i celebrate my birthday on this day .
it was a sunny morning saturday .
i woke up at 7++ .
then i go & take bath .
cooked noodle for breakfast .
then set off to eka's house .
we're going to pacific to swim .
arrived eka's house , vivi came too .
then we wait for viky .
after he came , we set off together .
upon reaching pacific , we go change clothes & jumped in to the pool .
after a while , pris & his brother , chris & hyerin came .
but hyerin didn't join swimming .
she just sitted there & watched us .
so we swimmed for 2 hrs .
shuttling between the pool , hot pool , ice water pool , sauna , steam .
& the worst came .
when we're already planning to finish the swimming session & on my way to the toilet , i slipped & fell to the floor .
it hurts man .
my right part hand & legs were hurted .
i can barely walk .
after much struggle , i stand up & walked slowly , slowly to the toilet .
& i took a long time to shower bcos when i took of clothes , my hand & leg hurt so much .
so i must do everything slowlyyyy .
so after that fell , my mood dropped to the lowest point .
what a rotten luck !
haih .
actually we planned to go to HBM first then to NH .
but my leg hurted much so we decided just go to NH directly .
reached there we go studio , but tickets , Little Big Soldier ticket .
then we go to 29 .
after an hour , we went to Tunas Baru .
i & pris are celebrating out birthdays together .
so we treat them together .
ppl who are present :
Justin ( me ) , Pris , Chris , Viky , Eka , Aldo , Jacq , Phin , Vivi , Hyerin , Yenny , Nely , Joe .
sorry if i missed anyone out .
then after our treat , we went to studio , only me , yenny , chris , nely , viky , eka & joe watched the movie .
the rest go for walk .
& so we went for the film ( Little Big Brother ) .
i fell asleep in the cinema .
all i cn hear is the laughter of the ppl inside .
14 Blades is way better than this movie .
after the movie , we just walked around then go to Gadeno for drinks .
then they gv me my gifts & after a while i went home .
i can't stay there long bcos i'm goin to hv dinner with family cos it's the 7th day of Lunar Year .
furthermore , my leg still hurt much ..
that's all for my birthday celebration .
didn't really enjoyed it bcos of that darn fell down which makes me like handicapped person , can't walk properly .

anw , i like to thank my friends for the gifts . i'm sorry i cn't say it personally last time due to my injured leg .
so still , a big thank you to you all .
(:

the next day which is sunday .
21st Feb .
my leg got worse .
it hurts even more .
i can't walk .
hurt to max .
so just laze at home .
had pizza delivery at afternoon cos mom no cook & then i unable go out buy food .

22nd Feb
our exam starts on this day .
the exam will lasted until March 4 .
what a longgg time .
but it's good .
cos i cn go home earlier .
hahah .
from 22-24 Feb, we had our TO(s) & exams .
then 25 Feb & 1-4 March , we had our exams .
yea , it is FTE .
damn fast loh .
but good too , end faster .
this few days exam , i nvr study loh .
no mood to study .
as i grow older , seems like exams are already daily activities .
so no need worry much .
haha .
had Bahasa TO & Pkn exam on this day .
our TO(s) scores will serve as our exam score for the bahasa , eng , ipa & mtk subj .

23rd Feb
had MTK TO & Math exam .

24th Feb
had IPA & English TO .

25th Feb which is today .
had Phy & Bio exam .
i'm doing ok with the test .
after back from school , plan go eat yong tahu with yenny , vivi & eka .
but the food already finished .
so closed liao .
then dk go where eat so discuss .
then decide go La Costa .
it was my first time there .
& we had steamboat there .
the food ok loh .
but very expensive .
the steamboat costs 160 loh .
actually inside very little ingredients .
better eat seoul garden .
but nvm lah .
then i had dessert > banana boat .
nice .
haha .
after the meal , they went to my house .
we sat & chatted .
after like 30 mins they go home .

yea !
tomorrow's holiday .
(:
how shall i spend my day tomorrow .
oh yeah .
my leg had recovered but when i walk still looks weird .

that's all for today .
bb .
*waves*

Happy Birthday to Me .
:D

2010-02-17T05:28:00.001-08:00

hey guys !
how are your CNY ?
mine nt so nice , no ambience leh .
well .
angbao also nt much .
won't elaborate much about the CNY .
just a short summary .

14th Feb .
went to Tg.Piayu then go to swim at Harmoni .

15th Feb .
go to Seoul Garden but nt opened .
makes me very angry .
in the end , end up at aunt's house .

16th Feb .
stay home all day .
then night go aunt's house again for birthday celebration .
dad was drunk .

andand today .

woke up around 10 .
then go shop help mom .
around 12++ go to NH .
only chris was there .
then we two go Gadeno to get drinks .
soon viky came .
then we go to studio .
bought 14 Blades ticket .
watched 12.45 .
when the movie is almost starting then that stupid yenny came .
so go inside .

the movie quite nice .
rate it 4/5 .
after watch go to La Cruise .
otw to La Cruise saw ciendra , mariadi & their friends .
i ate chicken steak .
after eating , vivi came .
so i , yenny , chris & vv go to happup while viky went to m-tune .
sang for 2 hrs .
after singing , accompany yenny to pizza hut .
& she bought pizza home .
then all of us went home .

learnt a secret today .
& there's someone who always disturb vv .
that damn coward always call but nvr speak .
such a stupid , foolish person .

school re-opens tomorrow .
so sian .
wish to go back to school on monday .

2010-02-13T08:23:00.000-08:00

it's 00.22 now .
yea .
happy CNY to everybody !
:D
may all of u hv a pleasant year .
& wish u all a Happy Valentine's day .
(:
it's double happiness .
love , prosperity , happiness all surrounds us in this very amazing day .

lastly , once again Happy CNY & Happy Valentine's Day !!

2010-02-11T05:42:00.000-08:00

*yayness*
the TO will be postponed .
happyhappyhappy !
it'll be rescheduled on Feb.22 .
so we'll take the TO together with our FTE .
i know it's double stress .
but nvm .
as long as i will be able to enjoy CNY .
(:

hahha .
hmm .
i'm so frustated now .
should i go to school tomorrow ?
tomorrow gt 2 tests .
but seems like lots of ppl don't go .
arghh .
later than plan lah .

CNY is just around the corner .
another 3days .
but this year CNY got no ambience leh .
no feeling .
feels like usual day .
when i was small , i am always very elated when it is CNY .
but as i grow older , i felt that CNY is just like usual days .
it's so plain .

2010-02-06T07:36:00.001-08:00

today woke up pretty early woh .
woke up at 07.50 .
had breakfast .
then go to school .

today gt mtk try-out .
well , pak joni's superduperhypermega hard questions had come out .
i spent 1hr30mins to finish 30 questions .
my head now hurts if i see too much numbers .
@@
after mtk TO is recess .
a short break of 15mins still couldn't soothe my mind .
after it was bahasa's TO .
another frustrating time .
ohmygoodness .
the text was like super long .
but i finished 50 ques . in 1hr time .

went to NH with viky , eka , chris & vivi .
agus drove us there .
ty a lot .
(:
then we go walk around .
viky & eka go m-tune .
vivi stingers .
me & chris see vivi play .
then saw some mondialites having chess competition .
goodluck .
after they finished playing , go to eat .
had fried rice .
then accompany viky go buy clothes .
after that walk to LP with viky , eka & chris .
vivi went home .
then viky , eka & chris headed to eka's house .
then i helped mother the whole day .
i'm dead beat .

anw , today i got a perfume .
*yayness*
ARMANI code GIORGIO ARMANI .
i got it at a good price since it is my relative who sell it .
i got it like 35% under the market price .
hahah .

tomorrow gonna go for a haircut .
(:

CNY is coming .
hope i'll enjoy this CNY though i need to be back to sch on Feb.16 for the stupid govt. TO

that's all for today .
bb .

2010-02-04T05:58:00.000-08:00

something happened in the school today .
yeah .
a fire broke out .
hahha .
it is like this , when we're down to canteen .
& we had our meal .
suddenly , pak reynold rang the bell .
i thought he was chasing us out of the canteen bcos we were earlier 5 mins to go to the canteen .
so i ignored him & continued eating with friends .
but soon the canteen was already unoccupied .
only left us & another group of seniors .
as seeing no other ppl left there & pak reynold kept on yelling so we decided to go out .
so we were called to stay outside .
and i found out that a fire broke out .
& the situation was so chaotic .
teachers & students are flustered .
so we just wander around the outside of school .
& soon we were told that we cn go home .
so i rushed upstairs & took my bag , go find sis & homed .

(:
so today we don't hv the bio test & pe exam .
luckily i didn't study or else my effort would be wasted .
hahha .

2010-02-03T05:39:00.001-08:00

Autumn's Concerto rocks the world .
woohoo .
lalala .
it hits 8.23% in the rating of episode 18 .
this drama will end in another 2 episodes .
can't wait to see the next episode of this drama .
*excited*
as for Hi , My Sweetheart ! it ended with a rating of 5.00% in the episode 14 , the highest rating for H,MS! is only 5.14% in the episode 13 .

i hope that AC's rating would be able to beat Fated To Love You's highest rating which is 13.83% although AC is left with 2 episodes to go but i really hope that it'll break the records .
eventhough if AC's rating didn't beat FTLY's rating but still AC is a veryvery good drama .
(:

Autumn's Concerto jia you .
i'll be waiting for episode 19 & 20 .
you guys should go & watch it .
great drama .

seems like i'm greatly promoting this film .
do i look like a promoter ?
hahah .
:D

today at school quite relax woh .
cos don't hv mtk .
hahah .
elated .
had history test today .
hmm .
tomorrow gt pe theory exam & biology test .
but i didn't hv pe textbook so couldn't study & i forget to bring back bio's book so cannot study too .
hope everything would go well tomorrow .
that's all for today .
bb .

last but not least must watch Autumn's Concerto .
hahah .

2010-02-01T05:08:00.001-08:00

okay , it's been a week since my blog is left alone & now i'm back .

time flies .
it's in the February now .
it seems like time is ticking really way too fast .
before i nvr feel that time past fast , only recently .
do time really ticks faster than before or it is just i who felt that way ?
ticktocktick .

today , we received a hellish news .
our FTE is brought forward .
it's rescheduled on Feb.22 .
ohwell .
shit !
such a great birthday gift for me .
--
i'm goin crazy soon .
being a SMP 3 student is really tired .
everyday is occupied with homeworks , tests , try-outs , exams , lectures .
ARGH !
stop all this fucking thing !
& i don't get why the third try-out must be held on Feb.16 ?!
it is just the third day of our CNY & u expect us to go back to school & study those ugly books during our CNY celebrations & take the try-out .
ohdamnshit !
these days goverment is really ridiculous .
try calling them to hv the try-out on their idul fitri celebration & tell them to stop their celebration & go back to school & take the try-out .

i'm really going crazy !
& pak joni ALWAYS give us tons of homework .
he NEVER failed in the way of giving hw(s) .
i knw he means well to us , wanna us to learn more but we're really so tired .
like last time on our term holiday , he told us to do all the UN questions which are gathered from 2000 - 2009 .
cn you imagine how much is that ?
a big stack of papers .
& this time he told us to finish 8 pages hw .
i'm like rushing it out desperately .
now , whenever i see numbers , my head is going to explode .
veryveryvery tired .
& this week , we're all booked by tests .
from tuesday - friday .
starting from ekonomi , econs , history , p.e theory exam , chemistry , physics , math , english .
tests seasons coming again .
everytime always like this .
once a test come , all follow .
do students nowaday really need to bear these so terrible stress ?

UN is also approaching .
29 March - 1 April .
so we , the grade 9 students , are really so pitiful .
haihs .
@@

2010-01-25T05:48:00.001-08:00

it's been like 5 days since i last post .
these few days have been busy days for me .
my life is so hectic .
tired .
i'm nt so in the mood to blog but to keep my blog alive so i'll post some words here .
(:

early morning , we're told to assemble .
& the talking show starts .
from bu sri - ibu irma - bu sri .
my ears are loaded with blablabla .

try-out results are out today .
fuckedhell .
i'm TOTALLY dissapointed with my fucking score .
bahasa : 7.40 ( though i'm the highest but still a no-no for me )
mtk : 6.67
eng : 7.80
IPA : 6.75
total : 28.62
average : 7.15
i really dk how do they check the papers .
actually when we're discussing the answers for the try-out , i counted my IPA score .
it should be 7.50-8.00 but i only got 6.75 in the result slip .
& i can't believe our english so low , even the highest in class is only 8.00 .
that's totally out of our imagination .
fuckfuckfuck .
i strongly believe that there must be errors in the checking .
thinking of it makes my blood boils .

i shall stop it here .
too furious now .

anw , there's something ought to be happy for .
my birthday is only 1 month away .
*smiles*

2010-01-20T06:03:00.000-08:00

today we hv our mtk try-out .
it's pretty easy .
nt as hard as what i expected .
(:

after the try-out , we had our regular subjects & then till 1 , we cn go home .
i together with eka , yenny & pris took vivi's bus & go to our stop .
today's stop :
NH >> coffeetown
planned to eat & study there but bcos the place is just to small so we decided to find other places .
soon , nely came too .
then pris went home .
so the rest of us walked to eka's house & studied there .
but most of the time , we played , ate & talked .
hahah .
it feels so nice .
maybe next we cn go to eka's house again & talktalktalk .
(:

today eka lent me Autumn's Concerto 下一站，幸福 discs to me .
wowwowwow .
this film is ABSOLUTELY nice .
really nice .
you guys should go & watch asaply .
no regrets watching it .
hahah .
:D

tomorrow , we're goin to hv ipa & english try-out .
hope i cn do we in the test .
& everyone too .
God Bless Us .
(:

bye for now , want to continue to watch Autumn's Concerto .
*smiles*

2010-01-18T07:02:00.000-08:00

well .
it's another new week .
had flag ceremony this morning .
lots of ppl were late .

today we school-ed until 1 only .
bcos tomorrow we're going to hv tryout from govt .
subject for tomorrow bahasa .
wednesday : english
thursday : mtk & ipa .
ohshittyhell .
why they must make mtk & ipa together in a day .
two hard subjects met up .
fuckhell .
--

went to happypuppy with vv , eka & pris after school .
took pris's bus from school directly to NH .
yeehaa .
(:
we should relaxed first before the try-out .
hahah .
we do knw how to enjoy our life .
yea .
that's the purpose of our life .
enjoyenjoyenjoy .
we sang for 2 hrs .
well , we had crazy time inside .
so happy .
we're singing , studying , messing around .
hahah .
we treat that room like our own room .
:D
after 2 hrs singing , we went our own way .
we're seperated .
i & eka went home .
pris went to ferenssa .
vivi went to edukits .
back at home , go bath then watched tv .
slack all night .
never study loh .
futhermore , tomorrow gt mtk MT .
will revise MTK tomorrow at sch during recess .
as for the bahasa try-out maybe i'll get up earlier tomorrow & study , if i could get up .
hahah .

that's all for now .
bb .

*believe in yourself , bcos you're the most dependable companion*

2010-01-17T07:37:00.001-08:00

so ystdy was vivi's b'day celebration .
let's go back to ystdy for the mean time .
(:

loading ...

16.01.10

woke up at 8 morning .
take bath , prepare myself .
then had breakfast .
& off to school .
cos pemantapan start again .
siann .
arrived school , only vivi & aldo were here .
talked with vivi .
blablabla .
then soon more & more ppl appeared .
had our pemantapan .
sian ttm .
--
after the pemantapan , i , chris , vivi & eka took a ride from yenny & go to her home .we helped her with some house chores .
we so kind leh .
then i go play her com .
hahha .
play sims3 while waiting yenny take bath & chris help vivi make-up .
then after all was finished , yenny's bro offered us a ride .
& we set off .
i & eka alighted at LP & vivi , yenny & chris go to Tunas Baru ( vivi's house ) .
i had my lunch at shop .
then after lunch , off i go to Tunas Baru to meet them .
saw them soon .
& we walked & talked .
chris's make-up skill is indeed good & yenny's choosing clothes skill at last get better .
why ?
cos they succeed to turn vivi into a very posh-looked lady .
hahha .
:D
reached NH .
and so the girls on action again .
yenny go to see shoes .
she saw a shoes that she like so much .
but .
in the end ..
no size suitable for her .
& she was very mad there .
hhaha .
everything she liked will not go smoothly .
tough life .
so then we strolled around .
searching vivi gift .
after a like 1++ hr , we finally bought vivi's gifts .
we gave her a pair of shoes & a bag .
& yenny bought a ring & a clothes for herself .
after a long walk , we're hungry .
so we go to citra pempek to have our meal done .
yummy .
(:
after eat , go buy bubble tea .
soon nely came .
& we meet up with joe , viky & eka .
so we went to happypuppy .
singsangsong .
eka , viky & joe didn't joined to sing cos they're goin to buy vivi's gifts .
so we had our time singing .
lalalala .
happyhappy .
goin to happypuppy makes me feel happy .
it rhymes .
hahahaha .
*big laughs*
after sing , we went back to NH & strolled around .
finally , yenny got shoes !!
hahha .
bought it at MXT .
then soon we meet up with everybody .
ppl appeared :
vivi , yenny , chris , nely , joe , eka , viky , jacq , pris , yap , hyerin & lastly meeeeee .
(:
edwin & desy couldn't make it due to some reasons .
then together we a group walk to TunasBaru .
arrived there , WOW .
as much as i predicted , it really happened , + a pink living thing .
ppl who were there will knw what i meant .
we had a feast there .
ty vivi for the meal .
the sotong grg & sup asparagus were delicious .
(:
after the meal , the girls camwhored a lot .
then we go to vivi's room to take a look .
after that , we went back to NH again .
yap went home .
then the girls go to stingers to play .
the boys go to studio for car-racing .
as for me , shuttling between two places .
after they finished their DDR & car race , we went to happup again .
this is the first where vivi sang so loudly & freely .
she doesn't care for anything anymore , she has let herself so free .
i am sure she had a very nice time today .
she broke her records .
hahha .
(:
while in the process of singing , many guys went home .
at the last left nely , chris , joe , viky , eka & me .
we're always the latest to go home .
then k-time finished .
& off everyone homed .
homed around 11 .
had a very fun day .
(:
i love it , if everyday is birthday of ppl , that'll be very great !
:D

17.01.10

today woke up around 10++ .
go to shop around 11++ .
helped mom .
dad go to Pacific for the what Bhikku talkshow lah .
school got invite us too , but i rejected .
then at around 6++ , dad finally is back .
& it's our turn to go out now .
i , mom & sis go to BCS .
it has been a longlonglong time since i came to BCS bcos most of the time go to NH .
mom buy clothes , sis buy clothes & as for myself i got myself a short pants .
(:
stayed at there until like 8++ then we went home .
watched tv at home .
then when parents are homed , we went out to dine .
& now , it's sleeping time .
tomorrow gt school .

byebye .
*wavewave*

2010-01-14T06:01:00.001-08:00

hello i'm back !
(:

school's back to normal .
yea .
we're still as noisy as before , school is still sucks as before , tch(s) are still nuisance to me , hw(s) are haunting .
nowadays , we're facing the same face tch(s) always .
gahh .
bcos UN is nearing , so most subjects are local subjects .
i'm so bored to see the same faces .
time do fly .
UN is really nearing .
though i'm nt really depth in thought with UN but still yea there's ofc some kind of afraid .
as the time get nearer , i'm getting more nervous .
hmm .
i bet everyone is feeling the same with me .
but i'd like UN to come soon too .
end soon & i'll be free .
holidaysholidays .
a probably 2++ months holiday .
the thought of that made me so happy .
yea .
i MUST pass UN & we all MUST .
& i bliv we will .
grade IX add oil .
(:
jiayoujiayoujiayou !
that's the spirit to go .
we''ll graduate with glory & flying colour results .
:D

& today is VIVI's birthday .
happy birthday vi !
wish u atb .
may everything be fine for you .
& hope God will open a road for you where it shall be the true path of your life .
goodluck .
(:

& to all IX :
let's strive harder & we shall see the best future .
*smilesmile*

2010-01-09T09:00:00.001-08:00

okay , i'm here .
i'm veryveryvery tired now !
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didn't plan to blog actually but for the sake of my beloved peeps , i'll blog .
hhaha .
(:

let me tell you all my very tiring adventure today .
woke up early morning @ 10 am .
then take bath & off to shop .
help mom .
koko's coming with his gf .
so @ 1pm lidat , i & sis go to harbour bay to fetch him & his gf .
after fetch them , head back to shop .
then sis & i with koko & his gf go to indorasa for lunch .
had bak kut teh & chicken rice .
yummy .
after the meal , we went to NH .
koko & his gf shopped around .
they bought lots of thingy .
went to everyday spa & massage aftermath .
koko & his gf want to hv spa & massage .
so they took the packet c which includes aromatherapy massage , bodyscrub , milkbath , spa , something lidat lah @ 249k each person , so 2 ppl equals to 498k .
bcos it is already full so we need to wait .
so koko book first .
must wait for another hour .
& we decided to k first in order to kill time .
so it is ofc none other than happy puppy .
take small room , sang for an hour , had heineken & cosmopolitan .
(:
after an hour of lalala , we head back to everyday for the spa & massage .
as i & sis didn't go for the spa & massage so we sat there & watch tv .
after like an hour passed , i'm hungry so i & sis went to kfc first .
i had my meal done there .
sis didn't eat .
then we head back to shop first cos koko still need a lot of time before the treatment finished bcos it lasts for 2.5 hrs .
arrived shop , help mom again .
& finally @ 9pm , koko & his gf are back to shop .
then they are goin back to sg already cos they need to work tomorrow .
so mom help them to book ticket @ 10.30pm one .
& off they go to harbour bay .
bb .
(:
& i continued helping mom .
this is the main point : i help mom till 11++pm at shop .
bloodyshit .
nvr close shop so late .
before latest is 10.30pm .
& i was so tired .
then we went back home .
& went out to hv dinner .
had curry fish head , tikpan tahu & frog .
yummy .
had carlsberg too .
*smiles*
so full .
homesweethome aftermath .
(:

it's 1pm now .
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& i'm watching guessguessguess right now .
guessguessguess is ending soon .
maybe gonna turn in now .
bb .

2010-01-08T07:46:00.001-08:00

hello again .
this is my 2nd post of the day .
(:

after getting report card , went back to shop .
help mom for a while .
then go back home .
eat , watch tv .
@ 6pm go to shop help again .
help till night .
then go to NH after shop is closed .
first destination as always Match , mom's gonna browse for clothes .
in the end , mom picked 3 & brought it for testing later at home .
next , we go to futuremen .
my turn .
(:
i bought 2 shirts & a shorts .
total : 500k++ after 10% discount .
then we go to sunboss , bought grandpa's clothes .
after that go stroll around to find sis's white shorts .
but in the end still couldn't find it .
so we decided to go home .
homesweethome soon .
had korean noodle .
(:

got to go .
bb .

2010-01-07T22:14:00.001-08:00

hello guys !
i'm back .

6th Jan is our first day of school .
didn't study at all .
chat & play all the time .
dismissal @ 4pm .
(:

skipped school ystdy which is 7th Jan .
stayed shop help mom & stayed home slack .
(:

today other schools are having their studies but our school had the issuance of 1st term report card .
it makes me so nervous .
i had never been like this before .
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i got rank 3 .
happy , bcos i thought i would be in the 4th or 5th but luckily i still cn get a place in the top 3 .
yea , scores are deproving .
but i'll do better this year , for sure .
hahha .
(:
my overall score/average ( local report card ) : 2198/81.41
( international report card ) : 86.33
still considerable okay .
but compared to last year indeed my scores are miserable .

now , my heart burden was finally taken off .
feel better .
at least i didn't waste on the money that my parents worked for my education .
*smiles*
i MUST be better this year .
that's my promise to myself .

&& now it's time to enjoy myself .
relax .
but ..
we'll be having our try-outs during CNY from 19th feb - 23rd feb .
we must be back to school on 17feb .
so our CNY holiday is only from 14feb-16feb .
:(
utterly dissapointed with mondial .
screwed up my CNY plan .

&& UN was just steps ahead .
it will be held on 29 march - 1 april .
time flies .
sickening study life .
D:

anw , i'll be posting our class ranking , so friends cn see here instead of spamming me with msg(s) .
((:

1st : Ronald Wangdra
2nd : Kenny Lim
3rd : Justin Tan , which is yours truly (:
4th : Vivi
5th : Priscillia Winona
6th : Jacqueline Diana
7th : Werianto
8th : Firanti Claudia Gea
9th : Nely Niawati
10th : Edwin Leo
11th : Agus Fernando
12th : Yap Fitri
13th : Yenny Juwita
14th : Hermanto
15th : Joevincent
16th : Natasha Gloryanda Naomi Mononutu
17th : Sonia Valerie Wisesa
18th : Stefanus Desnaldo Harnanto
19th : Desy Oktoria
20th : Christina Mok
21st : Kelvianto
22nd : Eka Susanto
23rd : Tassya Shafira
24th : Viky Sandi

*Jan Paul P. Barerra , Sara Ella Molskred Cuyuca , Lee Su Hye Rin , Rachel WanJiaQi are not included in the rankings bcos they're foreign students .
(:

ok .
that's all .
tired type so many .

have a nice day .

P.S. today's post is 8th january's , i also don't get a heck what's blogger doin by making today's date 7th january .
main point : this is 8th January's post .
tyvm .
(:

do tag before leaving !
:D

2010-01-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

tomorrow school is re-opening .
oh shittyhell .
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i fell sick today .
i also dk the reason .
when i woke up , my whole body ache so much .
then i feel very sleepy & lethargic .
but now it's getting better .
should prepare myself to go to sch tomorrow , i haven't even fix my books & i haven't done any hw given by the teacher .
will rushed it out tomorrow at school .
hahha .

i am so tired .
hope everything will be well tomorrow .
hope that tomorrow will be a great day .

can't blog more .
need to prepare & adjust myself .
bb .

2010-01-03T07:08:00.001-08:00

first of all , i wanna tell everybody that i'm back to business .
i want to earn back all the money that i had spent .
(:

just now afternoon a fire was caught in NH .
all shop are closed .
that's what i heard from them .
i also dk what's the reason that led to that disaster .

just finished watching 煮持人 Cooking Without Clothes .
this is also a movie created by singapore .
this one is slightly better than the other two .
the other two "yi qie cong yi zu kai shi" & "xiang ri kui de yue ding" were lame .
no meaning at all .
sian ahs .

friends are all asking me when i'll go to sch .
6th or 11th dec ?
idk ..
so vexed over it .
wanna go when 11th .
but the thought of bringing so many books on monday + early flag ceremony .
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*faints*
so maybe i'll go on 6th , so my books can be brought seperately .
6th one time & 7th one time .
so it'll be nt so heavy .

vivi's birthday is coming & she's goin to treat us , so now i'm thinking what to gv her .
ehmm .
*think hard*

happy ! :D
finally , i could get a chance to watch 溏心风暴之家好月圆 .
cousin goin to rent it so i'll be able to watch .
hv been waiting for this show .
(:

i need a lot of time more .
God , please let the time ticks slower .

2010-01-02T06:50:00.001-08:00

i'm back to batam !
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sian ah .

take 14.40 ferry back to batam .
saw quite lots of regconized ppl .
something happened & it creates a chaos .
haih .
don't like to talk aboout it .
damn shit ferry !
so hot , gt aircon like no aircon !
stupid wavemaster no 5 .
but arrived at batam very fast .
only like for 30 mins .
then go to eat first at harbour bay & homed .
went to shop around 6 .
go helphelp .
then go to NH with mom , aunt & cousin at 8 .
go to futureman , i bought a short .
then go to x-pose .
but bought nth .
then head home .
had dinner & watch tv .

*i've spend like around $280 in singapore . ( excluded ferry ticket ) , if included it's like around $330 .
*harvest in sg : 2 polo tees , 4 t-shirt , 2 bermudas , 1 sandals , 1 slippers , accessories , stationeries && datoutie with yen2 , fery & nely .
happy . :D
*spend for food for like $80++ .

still couldn't adapt to the fact that it is already 2010 , time really ticks fast .
school is re-opening , exam is coming , govt. exam is approaching .
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timetimetime .
if God could gv me 36hrs a day , that'll be totally good .
nw i must prepare my mental & physical condition to accept all this fact .

2010-01-01T07:11:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo .
it's 2010 .
01.01.10
a newnew year !
(:

fellow cousins slack until 2pm then go out loh .
waste time .
go to AMK hub with niz , mariana & sis .
then walkwalkwalk .
they shopped lots loh .
(:
after that go to vivo city , meet up with aunt , ktc & mariani .
actually , want to eat buffet .
but cancelled bcos no place .
so no choice .
haihs .
then train-ed to tiong bahru .
i ate beef & chicken set & durian mount fuji .
tasty .
after walk , go to buy stationery & some things .
then together with mariana & sis train-ed to bugis .
sis bought a bag at $29 .
then walk around .
go to iluma .
take the longest escalator in singapore . ( probably )
from level 1 - level 4 .
so longgggggggg .
hahha .
then directly take taxi & homed around 11pm .

hmm .
today last day at sg wohs .
tomorrow goin back to batam .
sian ahs .
school re-opening soon again .
haihs .
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speechless .

happy 2010 !
:D

2009-12-31T07:56:00.001-08:00

it's last day of 2009 wohs .
2010 is arriving .

*hopes for 2010 :
-life get better
-flying colours results
-cashcashcash

goodbye 2009 & hello 2010 .
bb .

countdown-ing now .
(:

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

2009-12-30T06:20:00.001-08:00

hello .
today morning went out around 11++ .
koko come fetch us .
mom & grandma went back to batam .
& koko drove me to far east plaza .
i waited for yen" & fery for like 1hr30mins .
wew .
goin crazy .
waaited for so long .
then we go to Es Teler 77 eat .
after eat , together go fetch nely .
after fetch nely , we walked around .
from far east - ion - marina square - suntec - marina square .
roam around .
very tired .
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then at 9pm go to eat again .
ate tempura & chicken bento set .
yummy .
homed around 10pm .
today bought nth .
no more available $$ loh .

my leg is very sore .

2009-12-29T06:55:00.001-08:00

it's my 4th day at sg .
(:
today morning go to AMK baby & child center for sis's injection .
waited for like 1hr++ .
then go to eat .
after that , go to AMK hub .
shopped around .
bought a sandal & 2 tees .
then buy sis's clothes & lots more .
after that mrt-ed to bugis .
bought 2 tees .
& sis buy clothes again .
then walk & walk around .
very tired ..
soon mom & sis go home .
then i meet up with yen2 & fery .
wait around 10-15 mins lidat .
then go food junction eat .
then while eating wait for nely .
soon around 1 hr , nely came .
& we walked around .
go to bugis street , iluma & bugis junction .
bought 2 shorts at bugis street .
then walk & walk around .
& take datoutie , go for 3 times .
tiring .
but happy .
(:
starbucks aftermath .
drank & chatted .
then go mrt & went homed .
arrived home around 10pm .
& eat noodle .

*harvest of the day :
-4 tees
-1 sandal
-2 shorts .

i'm left with only like $200 .
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depressed .
hahah .

bb .
*waves*

2009-12-28T02:13:00.000-08:00

hello peepos !
(:

today freakin tired sia .
morning wake up @ 9am loh .
then go brush teeth .
after that ,directly use laptop.
you tube-ing & blog browsing .
& eat sandwich .
wait until 12++ then go down , uncle fetched us to harbour front .
& meet up with mom .
then together we go to chinatown .
first destination eat but i don't eat .
then go to fabric shop , buy grandma's fabrics .
then go to OG , the ladies go to buy lingeries loh .
make me wait so long .
aftr that go to buy daddy's clothes .
then i saw polo tees .
and i bought 2 @ $36 .
one pink & one white cpolour .
actually i want yellow one but no more my size .
haihs .
but nvm lah .
then go to pearl center .
i bought a sandal .
@ $9 .
cheap man .
(:
then go top-up for my phone card , cos already low balance .
then sis go buy shoes again .
she bought 2pairs , a sandal & a shoes .
then go wait taxi want go to bugis but no taxi want to drive loh cos they're changing shift .
shit .
waited for so long .
then very pek7 so don't want go anymore , go take bus & homed to aunt's house .
hungry ~~~
boiled some instant noodle .
watch tv & blog while eating.
ok .
that's all .
goin to dinner later soon .

tomorrow goin out with friends .
looking forward .

*harvest of th day :
-sandal
-polo tess

left shoes & bags & t-shirts to be bought .
(:

byebye .

2009-12-27T07:37:00.001-08:00

i'm here again .
:D

ystdy i slept at 3++ lidat woah .
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cos talking with sis & niz loh .
&& this morning i woke up at 8++ .
but i'm nt even a bit sleepy but very energetic .
(:
it happens like this whenever i am at singapore .
even i slept very late but i'll still be able to wake up early & very energetic .
weird isn't it ?
hahah .
so after wake up , go to living room , watch 幸福安康 .
this film is pretty nice , starring joe chen & blue lan .
used laptop too .
(:
then waited other to wake up .
& finally on 11++ , everyone is ready .
& so we head out to eat .
hungry sia .
i ate wonton noodle .
nt really tasty but it's still edible .
hahah .
after eat took 197 to central .
walked around , they bought nth .
only i buy things .
i've bought the oleh2 .
(:
must thanks me one thousand k .
*laughs*
then we went to mrt station .
we took super long time to decide where to go .
& finally go to bugis .
went to bugis , bought snacks , eat around , walked around .
& soon it reached 4 , niz & mariani go to harbourfront to meet up with their church ppl cos they're goin to camp from 28-30 .
so i & sis mrt-ed to tiong bahru .
walked around there .
i met priscillia there .
gosh .
i was shocked when i saw her .
she suddenly appeared in front of me when i'm browsing for things .
after a tiring walk then decide go to eat dessert .
ate durian fuji mountain ice kachang , it was totally yummy .
waited for aunt 2 hours & she appeared , aunt just come back from work .
then aunt went to a laundry shop first for dry-cleaning her clothes .
then we go to NTUC , bought things .
next we went to eat , aunt is treating .
& so i ate chicken & fish bento .
yummy again .
(:

after eating , we head to donut factory .
aunt bought donut for us .
then we taxi-ed home .
reaching home , go put things , wash feet .
then rest .
ate donuts .
taste wonderful .
then had fruits too .
i'm so full today .
ate lots of things .
hope i won't get fat .
hahah .

my leg sore so much after walking a long day .
*tired*
mom's coming tomorrow .
(:
& sis is going to hv injection which is for immunitation purpose .
*evil laughs*
she dreads injection .

that's all for today .
good bye .
hv a nice nice day !
:D

2009-12-26T04:23:00.000-08:00

currently i'm at sg , staying at 4th aunt's house , using koko's laptop .
(:
today nvr go anywhere loh .
went to harbour bay at 3sg time .
boarding 3.45 ship .
arrived at sg @ 5 o'clock .
meet niz & mariani .
& ynny called , she's bck from macau .
& so we met up .
she passed to me my souvenir & yen2's , fery's .
then i & cousins go to food junction .
ate fish slice noodle .
yummy .
after eat , take taxi & head to aunt's house .
arrived , put luggage .
then rest .
& typing right here now .
(:

planning to go where tomorrow & making wishlist .
hahah .
:D

bye bye .
*waves*

will find time to update asap .

2009-12-25T05:31:00.000-08:00

hey folks !
MERRY X'MAS !!
jingle bell , jingle bell , jingle all the way ..
(:

i'm goin to sg tomorrow .
yeeha .
now my wallet is filled up with many $$$ .
happyhappy .
when someone's wallet is full , they will tend to be happy .
:D

didn't hv any celebration for x'mas this year but nvm lah , at least got dine outside .

at last i'm getting out of this boring little island .
bb .

2009-12-21T05:01:00.001-08:00

currently in love with few songs :
雨爱 by 杨丞琳
我们的纪念 by 李雅微
爱情主旋律 by Genie Zhuo & Xiao Gui
Gao Xiao by Show Luo
数到五答应我 by 曹格
Lucky by Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat
不痛 by 张韶涵

*though some songs seem old but still nice to hear .

musics are really good , it can soothes ones mind , cn bring back some memories which are etched in memory while hearing the songs .

i am so bored !!
that's all i cn say everyday .
soon it'll become my pet phrase .
hahha .

i'm going to SG this coming 26th Dec & maybe will be back on 2nd or 3rd Jan .
so don't contact me bcos my im3 card won't be on .
(:
i hope when i'm at SG time will flow slowly .
hahah .
& when i'm back from SG time will also flow slowly .
so sch will re-open later .
that's all i say everyday .
even my family is bored to hear me saying those sentences .
hahha .
X3

there is a festival tomorrow called 冬至 .
it is a festival where we eat ' tang yuan ' .
& having steamboat tomorrow .
yummy .
(:

i want to be happy everyday .

2009-12-19T07:57:00.000-08:00

today i learned a lot of secret .
damn that little girl , so many secret no tell me ya .
hahha .
today LP is crowded with police .
they're consficating china mobiles .
an unlucky shop was spotted & goodbye to the phones .
i guess at least there hundreds of phones ?

hey couples .
faster steady lah .
so i cn get my meals done .
hahah .

i am sososo bored .
6 days left to sg .
(:

hmm .
i want go to sg asap & upon reaching there i wish time moves slowly & after i'm back from sg , i hope time passed slowly so school will re-open slowly .

2009-12-18T06:51:00.000-08:00

i don't get a hack what you're thinking about , lil girl .
you love him & he love you .
but why don't you just accept him .
since it's your personal matter , i won't probe more .
i just wish the two of you will be happy .
(:

nowadays , malls are crowded with tourists .
woo .
just now evening , LP is crowded with government freaks .

today , i removed my screen protector & put up new one .
now my phone looks brand new .
except for the d-pad .
hahah .

7days left to singapore .
i'm comin for you .

feels like school is starting soon .
so sian .